life isn't always beautiful...

[oceaneyes88]

Things are strange now it seems. Alot of things have been chaning. I have been real emotional lately too and nothing seems to be going right. I have no clue what in the world I want to do and college seems to be sneaking up very slowly. But I don't know where I want to go at all or what I want to do. Gahh..I'm so confused about life and everything

Comments

[lilredactriz21]

it makes me sad to think that you don't have your winning smile on right now... believe me, things change, sometimes for the worse but usually for the better. you always have such grace and poise that i know you'll be able to find a new niche in the new school and will excell even more than what you think is possible. as far as friends go, i'm probably the worst person to give you advice, but put yourself out there and try new things (not bad things, mind you) and anyone would be crazy not to want to be your friend. you really are one of the coolest people i know, sarah, and you SHOULD be confident no matter how lost you are

[oceaneyes88]

Thanks Yvonne. I can always count on you to make me feel better!! You are wonderful amd I miss you so much! I think once the year gets settled in more and chorus/drama things start coming up..it will be more fun. :) But thanks again. I feel much better after reading everyone's comments.

[broadwaynyc]

I love you Sar. "Things happen for a reason, and in their own time." You'll muttle through. I know you. You have too much drive not to. College will work itself out too. I'd say come to NYC and live with me, but we both know the city life isn't for you. Even if you just go to DBCC and get your gen eds over with while you figure out a major. I know I wish I would have done that. I might be majoring in musical theatre if I had and I wish I was. Life will sort itself out.

[oceaneyes88]

I love you too and thanks big sis. I think everything will work out for the better..well hopefully and I will grow stronger from all of this. Thanks too for the cute card. I liked it alot!! :)

[broadwaynyc]

Angie is looking out for you too. She says you're like her daughter. Isn't that the sweetest thing? Glad you liked the card.

[ticofrog]

awww sarah i'm sry stuff is so crappy right now, but beleive me it happens to all of us, lemme know if you needa anything though!

ps what happened later that night?

[studying_life]

Eh, its a large period of change...wait until the summer after college...you want to talk about awkward.

[oceaneyes88]

John!! I miss you! I guess everyone goes through this sometime in their life.

[oceaneyes88]

Aww, thanks Rod, I love you. :( I miss my swimming buddy and just going to school with you. I hope things get better too.

that night need not to be shared..lol. i want to forget about it.