life isn't always beautiful...
Things are strange now it seems. Alot of things have been chaning. I have been real emotional lately too and nothing seems to be going right. I have no clue what in the world I want to do and college seems to be sneaking up very slowly. But I don't know where I want to go at all or what I want to do. Gahh..I'm so confused about life and everything that comes along with it. I always use to be happy and stuff, but now it just alwasy seems something is wrong.
School hasn't been the best so far. I was hoping my senior year would be great, but without real friends there, it's not. I miss the old school, I really do. It had more personalilty and memorizes in it. I knew wehre I was going and felt confident. I saw all my friends and old teachers ALL the time. Now I barley see anyone i know walking in the halls. There is SOOOO many people there, you can't help but bumb into them. I never see Mr. Monhan or Mrs. Wall, or any of my old teachers as a matter of fact. I can never find my friends excpet for in my classes.
Swimming is ok. Not the best in the world, like I knew it would be this year.
The only thing I look forward to each day is knowing that I will see Quarter, but he's leaving during this week sometime. Relationships really are hard work though.
Also Christen and Kelby both leave as well.
Us 3 went to Disney yesterday. It was really fun though!! It was a great way to say goodbye to us always being toegther..and where eles but Disney?! We got 3 FREE parker hopper tickets because one of Christen's friends works there. It was awesome!!! We went to Animal kingdom, MGM, and Magic kingdom. After that we went to downtown disney. It was fun hanging out with my best friends.
Later that night was horrible though...
Well..I'm bored and don't want to go to school tomorrow..what eles is new. Gosh, I'm so lame now it seems. What happened!!?? GAAHHh. I wish life was better right now and I wasn't so confused.
School hasn't been the best so far. I was hoping my senior year would be great, but without real friends there, it's not. I miss the old school, I really do. It had more personalilty and memorizes in it. I knew wehre I was going and felt confident. I saw all my friends and old teachers ALL the time. Now I barley see anyone i know walking in the halls. There is SOOOO many people there, you can't help but bumb into them. I never see Mr. Monhan or Mrs. Wall, or any of my old teachers as a matter of fact. I can never find my friends excpet for in my classes.
Swimming is ok. Not the best in the world, like I knew it would be this year.
The only thing I look forward to each day is knowing that I will see Quarter, but he's leaving during this week sometime. Relationships really are hard work though.
Also Christen and Kelby both leave as well.
Us 3 went to Disney yesterday. It was really fun though!! It was a great way to say goodbye to us always being toegther..and where eles but Disney?! We got 3 FREE parker hopper tickets because one of Christen's friends works there. It was awesome!!! We went to Animal kingdom, MGM, and Magic kingdom. After that we went to downtown disney. It was fun hanging out with my best friends.
Later that night was horrible though...
Well..I'm bored and don't want to go to school tomorrow..what eles is new. Gosh, I'm so lame now it seems. What happened!!?? GAAHHh. I wish life was better right now and I wasn't so confused.