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Hi,
I just searched, found and joined this community. I just had my boyfriend of two years decide that he needed to break up with me because he's too fucked up to be with me right now. There is some 'hope' that when he gets better we'll get back together but at this point he can't even say if he loves me anymore. I am so crushed. I was fully expecting to spend the rest of my life with this man. I have poured so much of my energy, soul, heart, and life into this person and this relationship. I gave him everything I had and he handed it back to me and said I can't handle this. I am trying to move on, trying to be 'just friends', trying not to throw myself in front of a bus. It's so hard. I just want him to take it back. I'd take him back in a second. Forgive and forget everything. There isn't anyone 'else' for me. I'm so empty.
I just searched, found and joined this community. I just had my boyfriend of two years decide that he needed to break up with me because he's too fucked up to be with me right now. There is some 'hope' that when he gets better we'll get back together but at this point he can't even say if he loves me anymore. I am so crushed. I was fully expecting to spend the rest of my life with this man. I have poured so much of my energy, soul, heart, and life into this person and this relationship. I gave him everything I had and he handed it back to me and said I can't handle this. I am trying to move on, trying to be 'just friends', trying not to throw myself in front of a bus. It's so hard. I just want him to take it back. I'd take him back in a second. Forgive and forget everything. There isn't anyone 'else' for me. I'm so empty.