I Hate Summer.

[obsessionfiend]

I remember the days when I used to get so excited about the summer holidays, because it meant no school, hanging out with my friends, sleeping in and going cool places. But the past few years, the summer has meant one thing to me - being alone. And this year is the worst by far

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[anonymous]

this is entirely gay, i hate to think you are feeling this way... its not nice to feel alone, but lets face it best friends arent that much better either last monday mine told me ive changed im not the same person she knew and she didnt want to talk to me anymore... completely like wtf, as sunday she'd been fine with me.
this is the gayness of our total existence, cos what are we really, alone... we always will be we may have every changing people to pass the years by with things to amuse and entertain, please and cause pain and anxiety but at the end whats left... just you... and i hate knowing all that. i dont think your crazy i think (with the exception of gay friends) it has to be accepted. i know im off topic cos this wasnt quite what you were talking about but i get it i do. all i do is spend time with dan. which is good, but i dont wanna put tooo much pressure on the relationship that he gets sick of me and leaves me. i hate that my life is turned upside down at the moment and i dont know whether im coming or going. but yknow what its someone like you that i just have moaned at that makes it all good. someone to share gayness with and im not just talking about the sex we have at the bus stop...i am now rambling and making no sense so ima leave it at that miss you
love
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hannah

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[obsessionfiend]

I love you Hannah.
And I'm sorry that things are sucky for you too.
Let's be here for each other forever and ever?
I think being alone is the thing that I'm most scared of - even more than E.T, and playdough and feet. So I'm pretty teriffied right now.
I really appreciate people like you right now. You've helped me through rough times where I've felt poopy before, and I want you to know that I don't know how things will change in the future, but I'm your friend at this moment in time, and I'll do my best to make sure you're not lonely and pooey if you do the same for me?
I love you lots and lots.