Apr 08, 2013 10:31
So I had an entirely disturbing dream in which I was seduced, abducted, raped, experimented on, and impregnated to eventually give birth two twins in captivity, before being rescued by the two men I'd made friends with in the facility. I was reunited with my mother, no one blamed me for anything, and I went into a deep panic because I didn't know what to do with the babies and I didn't want them, so my mother took care of them for me. I woke up deeply disturbed, and upset, and I don't know why my brain does this to me.
i'm really upset and don't know why,
subconscious messages,
stress and terror,
this isn't a good sign,
nightmares,
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangst,
rl,
luck wishing necessary,
fucking fuckity fuckery