I hate being a fucking girl...
I wish being a girl didn't make me so fucking emotional all the time. I'm so sensitive to the littlest things. I get depressed at the drop of a hat, and can't get out of it. Maybe that's not my being a girl. I don't think I'm very happy here. I don't have any support from anyone here. Because I don't know anyone. It's just hard to be alone all the time. I don't know what to do with myself. I need to figure some shit out, but I don't know how. I need to accept the fact that I have to do things for myself now... I can't be so dependant on others to do things for me. Lonliness engulfs me.