Car Accident

Dec 12, 2010 01:46

 I got into a car accident last Saturday, the night after Michael broke up w/me and ran away to Orlando.

Since then I get petrified whenever I look up to my mirror and see the headlights of the car behind me coming closer.  Sometimes I think that they are not going to stop just like they did that night and that maybe I won't be as lucky.

I hate that feeling, I'm really afraid.  What I remember from my accident was standing at a red light waiting for it to turn green, looking up to my mirror and seeing the headlights not stop as they approached me.  At seeing that I looked forward and closed my eyes.  My glasses flew off with the momentum absorbed as I felt my whole body sway away from my seat.  It all happened in a matter of seconds.  I frantically search for my glasses, open the door of my car shaking and look at the damage of the other two cars.  I go grab my cell phone to just realize that the battery was dead.  I couldn't stop crying as someone approached me and asked if I was ok...and as I ask for their cell. I could only remember two numbers: Michael and my mom's.

His phone was off, I never felt so alone and hurt.

Now whenever I see lights approach me the same way I feel scared to be alone and maybe loose it all.

That was a close call. 
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