A dream is a wish!
After talking to my sister-in-law and telling her about folkers, luis and Michael I have realized that a huge load has been taken off my shoulders.
I feel betrayed by Michael but I deserve someone who is more at my level. right now its not a good time to date him. He needs to become a man and take charge of his life, just living alone and paying some bills are not enough. He needs to find himself before he could be with anyone--including me.
I'm happy, I don't feel like crap anymore and I feel relieved. I need someone that will inspire me, motivate me and understand me as I continue pursuing my goals and dreams. I can't believe I was about to leave them all for him.
I also don't think I should have a boyfriend until I am at grad school. I'll try to hold off on that. I hope my future brings me that someone special...
*smiles*
Santa, if you are real, grant me the wish to go to Boston for this winter. Or summer. In the next 6 months lol. I have big plans to make.
Update: I found someone I'm interested in. I was always curious about this person but never did anything b/c I respected Michael and I was happy with him. The damn coffee. This guy made me smile...more than once. I'm happy, I feel like I've moved on and he's the opposite of Michael. He has his whole act together and will be graduating at the same time as me. He's like me and is self-motivated. The coffee opened my eyes lol. Now I can act more on my curiosity.
I feel betrayed by Michael but I deserve someone who is more at my level. right now its not a good time to date him. He needs to become a man and take charge of his life, just living alone and paying some bills are not enough. He needs to find himself before he could be with anyone--including me.
I'm happy, I don't feel like crap anymore and I feel relieved. I need someone that will inspire me, motivate me and understand me as I continue pursuing my goals and dreams. I can't believe I was about to leave them all for him.
I also don't think I should have a boyfriend until I am at grad school. I'll try to hold off on that. I hope my future brings me that someone special...
*smiles*
Santa, if you are real, grant me the wish to go to Boston for this winter. Or summer. In the next 6 months lol. I have big plans to make.
Update: I found someone I'm interested in. I was always curious about this person but never did anything b/c I respected Michael and I was happy with him. The damn coffee. This guy made me smile...more than once. I'm happy, I feel like I've moved on and he's the opposite of Michael. He has his whole act together and will be graduating at the same time as me. He's like me and is self-motivated. The coffee opened my eyes lol. Now I can act more on my curiosity.