Jun 20, 2009 20:52
Yesterday I had to put to sleep my 14 yr old Maltese named Ladriz.
The tears would not stop and I wanted to leave that room. I didn't even want the ashes... its too hard. What am I gonna do w/them? Sure I'll tell my future roommate: "oh btw on that corner over there is my dead dog, say hi to her".
It was horrible, I had to put her down and the vet even made me see her eye-to-eye as he injected her that pink liquid... so she would calm down. oh my god, I am so sorry Ladriz.... I really am... I didn't want to but everyone said it was for the best... she gave the vet a fight till the very end... her spirit is the strongest one I have ever seen in any living creature.
I'll miss her terribly... I am missing her right now... I'm sorry...