Freeeee. Thank the SWEET lord.
Apparently not.
Zane and I broke up today. And to be honest, I'm not that upset. Initially I was, but then I realised that he was a prick and that I was much much better off without him.
I don't like being told what to do, and he was telling me that I shouldn't do this and that and I really didn't appreciate it. The only thing I'm really pissed off about is that it's always him that wants to end the relationship. This time we had been together for nearly four months and that's the longest we've both been with anyone and I really thought we'd be together for a bit longer than that. Naive Kahli, very very naive.
But apart from that, I feel really relieved. I feel free and I'm quite happy abiut it. I can drink and smoke and do whatever I want without feeling guilty about him being edge etc. So it's the end of an era really. And now I can move on and actually form relationships with people who have a mental age above nine.
I had a few cigarettes this afternoon after not having one for a few weeks and it made me weak at the knees. It was honestly so so good.
Since the start of the holidays I have applied for four jobs (Dominos, Sanity, Cream and Boost) and not one of them has contacted me. Why? Am I so totally unemployable? The woman in Cream was a bit of a bitch to be perfectly honest. She said that I was maybe a bit too young, and they didn't like to employ uni students. Hmmm. As much as I completely love that shop and all the shoes in it, maybe I don't wanna work with a total whore who wears enough make-up to cover the whole of Japan. Ew.
Mmmm last night was fun. I went to Sizzlers with Chloe for Tegan's birthday. Then we played drunken putt putt. Oh dear god it was so much fun. Hahaha I love Chloe so much, she's so rad.