So yeah...I've been passed-out sick and semi-nauseated/semi-not-eating for the past four days or so? But somehow I still feel a lot better. Still kind of dizzy and weak and wobbly, but that's probably just the lack of food. (I supposedly was pretty cranky yesterday evening, but I only really came out to tell my sister to do the English Work I'm
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Wow, that's a confusing paragraph, now that I look at it.
Also, all those mentions of meeeeeeeee make me feel special! Sorry for sort of not getting back to all our convos yet though! I'm still having health issues AND my son had seizures today. So we're a little crazy around here. I think I'm going to sit down and start that next chapter of my story instead of doing RP stuff tonight.
And, oh, not-depressing is GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
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For the record, you ever do that in front of THIS guy, and he'll comply and probably make it worse.
NEXT CHAPTER? GAAAAH~ *_*
WANT.
WANT SO BAD.
I'm sorry aout your son having seizures today. I just figured everyone took Sunday off. ^^;; Nobody much has been on except Nyami-chan (My Malik player) and basically, she's been going back and forth with me between this guy--Tracer--and Malik about how they're going to try to seduce Raikou. XD
Tracer's notoriously pimping.
XD
Gau could learn a thing or two.
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Randomly out of order commenting, go! Um, what else? Yeah, I usually am on pretty much every day, but with being sick right now and all that shit, I'm really spotty and doing random stuff here and there while not doing other stuff. I get really random when I don't feel well. I spent way too much time today filling out a BDSM checklist for Gau because I'm plopping him on a comm with that theme. >>
Seizures suck. I'm sitting by his bed with my laptop watching him sleep.
Yeah, next chapter. Need to write. Sex and such. Though I'm planning on it being a little LESS steamy than the stuff I'd write for fun, because it's supposed to be sort of... not ideal.
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What's the checklist? I could use looking at one of those because I don't know squat about that kind of thing and here I'm setting up maso!Gau. -_-;;
Not ideal is even better. XD
Recall I have all the drive of a sponge. I'm more interested in what goes on internally DURING the sex than whether or not the sex is ideal. Most written-sex just such and has a lot of screaming and euphemisms anyway, when it comes to fanfiction. Can you blame me? XD
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Mm, yeah, the whole thing of leaving Raikou even though he abused him... my Gau I normally play/write wouldn't have. In the new game, though, the history comes out a little different because of being AU, and so yeah, he does wind up leaving. Mostly because he realizes Raikou WANTS him to, or thinks so. (In reality, Raikou does it to get him to leave for his own good, but you know...) The fun thing is that I lured my Raikou-mun there anyway, so they're going to meet up two years later at the BDSM club... >> Yeah.
Haha I see! I could see being too embarrassed to research it. Poor Gau.
My Gau has a masochistic impulse, a little, but a much stronger submissive impulse. And he sort of knows that, especially now, since Raikou had dreams involving BDSM stuff that he got to see. Ughhh I so don't want to leave that comm because of all the things we have going there, but I need to get baaaaaaaack to it. *dies*
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Oh Gosh, they're going to have a lot of talking to get through...XDDDDD (That list I saw some clear winners on already, even if they made me laugh and I felt bad for laughing...)
He thinks he's somehow reached the peak of perversion. In his defense he hasn't met Tracer yet because Tracer's still trying to figure if Gau's Raikou's housewife or whatever. He respects couples, actually...
Mm...you'er still thinking of leaving there? (Your Yoite seems pretty attached--BOTH of you made my Gau cry, and the second time he had no hankie, so he pulled off hsi vest and did a very bad, flaily job of trying to wipe off Yoite's face. he's probably smothering him. My Gau is SO not momma. XD)
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Mm lots of talking, yes. And haha you should have seen my face the first time I was given one of those lists IRL. And my Raikou-mun, after being dragged into the BDSM comm, started going 'Um, Leca, what's this thing on that list MEAN?' >>
PERVERSION. >>
Ahhh that's why I don't want to leave. I love my Yoite-mun AND the Yoite/Gau relationship sooooo very muuuuch.
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Haha I don't think there were any I didn't know, but well, having been in that scene a lot when I was younger. >>
That's so hilarious to me because we tend to write Raikou as being so much more experienced and such. *griiins*
And mm. The thing is, the stuff that happened caused me some RL panic, and it's hard to log there when every time I write something, I feel like it's going to be torn apart. The whole thing was basically 'you have to take this just as seriously as your REAL writing, not just RP'. So it's sort of hard to get back into just because every time I write a tag I go 'wait, is that okay?'
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Heh. Well I think I'm doing a pretty good job for a dateless prude~ ^^ I probably know or know-of at least three-quarters of the list, and can guess almost all the others based on what fetish groups they seem to belong to? (Oh the joys of language.)
I don't know what MOG, my beloved Oniony-friend of many years is going to do with Raikou's sex experience. He might well have none. *shrug* She can write ANYTHING, from pure crack to dark angsty rape fics, but she tends to slant to puere things, so I'm going to enjoy reversing the popular fandom role of "experienced Raikou-san" it looks like. ^^
Or Raikou will go off and research and Gau will be shocked, because he probably WON'T get embarassed, and instead will pull up the bondage site and be all, "Gau, did you mean like THIS or like THIS?" And Gau will scream ( ... )
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Lecanis-sama meet MOG, otherwise known as "Onion". I don't babysit her kids or anything but otherwise we're the other inseperable duo of people playing Gau and Raikou. (The much slower, tamer version? XD Also, we're in completely different states.)
Apparently our collectiveness is known to cause extreme stupor or randomness or both.
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