Yellow Belt!
Tonight I got my yellow belt in Martial Arts. It might sound lame since it's just a yellow belt, but I'm really proud of myself. I honestly didn't think I'd come this far...I've been there for 4 months now. I never pictured myself every doing any kind of Martial Arts, but I'm soo glad I did. I'm sure I've already said this but it's so true. Hearing what I'm good at is just the motivation I needed to remind me why I'm doing it, and how much I can improve in the future. Ha now I realize that I really do need to try more things that seem wierd or "not me", cuz I could find some more stuff that I would have never even considered. Now I just have to figure out what. I think I need to go back to the beach and think about it. God I love the beach.
Oh and I have been soo dissapointed in myself lately...(kinda condradicts what I just said but this is in a different way)! I've been frustrated and fed up with some shit that built up I guess, and have been bitchy. Even if I have all the reason in the world, it really pisses me off that I acted like that at all. It's just like my motto to never ever get fat, I NEVER want to act like those kind of girls. STUPID MISTAKE. I'm just glad it's not a habit and not who I am. Thank god. Speaking of which today was quite amusing. After work I went to Haight Street with Fanny, and there were all these crazy people trying to recruit people to beleive in God. It was so funny, there were banners and shit saying Jesus Loves You, and guys on mics preaching hella loud and shit. Also this crazy Asian lady was following me and kept asking me about God and if I have one, and all this crazy shit. I was a lil freaked out. But we collected some amusing flyers about it. They just don't give up!
Oh and I have been soo dissapointed in myself lately...(kinda condradicts what I just said but this is in a different way)! I've been frustrated and fed up with some shit that built up I guess, and have been bitchy. Even if I have all the reason in the world, it really pisses me off that I acted like that at all. It's just like my motto to never ever get fat, I NEVER want to act like those kind of girls. STUPID MISTAKE. I'm just glad it's not a habit and not who I am. Thank god. Speaking of which today was quite amusing. After work I went to Haight Street with Fanny, and there were all these crazy people trying to recruit people to beleive in God. It was so funny, there were banners and shit saying Jesus Loves You, and guys on mics preaching hella loud and shit. Also this crazy Asian lady was following me and kept asking me about God and if I have one, and all this crazy shit. I was a lil freaked out. But we collected some amusing flyers about it. They just don't give up!