merry christmas!
merry christmas!
i know it's the season of giving. and stuff, and above all Christmas isn't about the gifts but with celebrating it with loved ones and celebrating the birth of our savior Jesus Christ.
but, every year i never get what i wanted for christmas. I get to be materialistic at times. I don't really buy stuff for myself. since i really don't have the money. and i have a habit of spoiling other people than me. it's my own doing. i should think of myself first sometimes in terms of gifts. but whatever. i don't want to sound needy at all. sometimes material things make me happy. although a few are willing to admit it. i guess, it shouldnt be a measure of how much you love the person. but sometimes, i feel like i deserve that gift. i guess, i'll just have to save money for it. lol. and i'd buy myself that christmas gift. i can't be judged. LOL.
i know it's the season of giving. and stuff, and above all Christmas isn't about the gifts but with celebrating it with loved ones and celebrating the birth of our savior Jesus Christ.
but, every year i never get what i wanted for christmas. I get to be materialistic at times. I don't really buy stuff for myself. since i really don't have the money. and i have a habit of spoiling other people than me. it's my own doing. i should think of myself first sometimes in terms of gifts. but whatever. i don't want to sound needy at all. sometimes material things make me happy. although a few are willing to admit it. i guess, it shouldnt be a measure of how much you love the person. but sometimes, i feel like i deserve that gift. i guess, i'll just have to save money for it. lol. and i'd buy myself that christmas gift. i can't be judged. LOL.