Cats and psychologists
CATS:
My cat is sick. My black/gray, speckled cat, that is. I don't know what's wrong
with her, but she seems to feel a lot of pain when I touch her stomach, she's
lost a lot of weight and she walks funny. I presume some kind of internal injury
or infection. If she does have one than my cat is basically doomed. My parents
are too poor and too complacent to help her I'd bet. She's my favorite one.
PSYCHOLOGISTS:
My shrink tells me to get out more, as always. He tells me that if I need to, I
should schedule going out every day, for no particular reason other than to step
out. This is really hard for me! I can't just GO OUT with no purpose. Maybe that
sounds weird or stupid to some people, but it's true. I have to have somewhere
to go or someone to be with(I sadly have neither). The other thing is that I
have to schedule everything already. I get lost in my thoughts if I don't make a
point to do things, so everything else in my day, even exercising and showering,
is scheduled! My whole existence is just becoming a frantic need to fit
everything into a schedule and I don't even have school or a job. I don't think
scheduling an aimless stroll every day is going to help. At least with a job or
school I'd feel a sense of purpose.
I wish I had somebody to breath a little life into me...
My cat is sick. My black/gray, speckled cat, that is. I don't know what's wrong
with her, but she seems to feel a lot of pain when I touch her stomach, she's
lost a lot of weight and she walks funny. I presume some kind of internal injury
or infection. If she does have one than my cat is basically doomed. My parents
are too poor and too complacent to help her I'd bet. She's my favorite one.
PSYCHOLOGISTS:
My shrink tells me to get out more, as always. He tells me that if I need to, I
should schedule going out every day, for no particular reason other than to step
out. This is really hard for me! I can't just GO OUT with no purpose. Maybe that
sounds weird or stupid to some people, but it's true. I have to have somewhere
to go or someone to be with(I sadly have neither). The other thing is that I
have to schedule everything already. I get lost in my thoughts if I don't make a
point to do things, so everything else in my day, even exercising and showering,
is scheduled! My whole existence is just becoming a frantic need to fit
everything into a schedule and I don't even have school or a job. I don't think
scheduling an aimless stroll every day is going to help. At least with a job or
school I'd feel a sense of purpose.
I wish I had somebody to breath a little life into me...