Late Night

Mar 04, 2005 03:56

even the best fall down. im quiet when it comes to speaking of my emotions. i lost my place a long time ago, it took me years to get here and itll take years to return to where i was once happy. sometimes it takes the wrong words ur looking for, to make evrything right. really theyre the right words to prove the way uve been living, has been the wrong way. ill keep my eyes open to see wut it is that make the most happiest ppl sad, the most saddest ppl happy. i can lie and say, i dont care wut others say, i can lie and say i love no one more then i love myself. i can sit here and tell u all lies only because i dont know the truth. im not hurting any1 more then myself when i say i love to hide, but im not gunna go bcuz of something bad, im gunna stick around for the good. it may be wrong to despise all the good that comes to me, it may be wrong to despise all the bad that comes to u, but what is wrong n what is right?

To my Only Love,
I once had this picture in my head of you, of what you might look like today. But as my years drag on, my picture, and my memories become blurred. It isnt fair to say i hate you, i only hate what you did, and its only fair to just keep loving. loving the life, the only life ill ever have. If not, I lose, and i may never see you again. But i wonder sometimes, if you will be there to greet me, if i do win. id want nothing more then to start something new, and know that never again will i ever have to say goodbye to you. when lovers say "id go insane without you", i never believed it could be true until i saw dad do just that. life comes with hard times, hard times that come with good times, you just have to keep on keepin' on huh?
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