Jan 21, 2009 22:32
Craig was so excited when he described how he miraculously got into 'philosophy of art' yesterday. It was almost like a baseball fanatic retelling the last ending in the game "And the bases were loaded..."
I wish I could be excited about the classes I am taking. I know you might say, "well, don't take them" or "change majors." I've considered these options and more but I was put on this earth to work in the environmental field.
How I feek shouldn't be confused with laziness or fear of challange. I work my fingers to the bone and to no end.
I resent the fact that I have to give up my whole social life to get through the semester. I struggle to find ways that will allow me more freedom to, for example see my boy friend and family.
Even now I don't know what I'm doing for this homework assignment and I will most likely sit here until 4 am trying to figure that out and have very little to show for it.
such is life