13th of July : I'm Weary...
13 July 2010
Because i’m Weary (ost. God of Study)
By : Ernest
An old story about a dream is knocking my heart
Something too far away that i cannot reach
Because i’m weary, cause i’m weary
Because i’m weary, cause i’m weary
*
Among the world’s high walled
I plug my ears and sing a song from my childhood
Remember about the woods that has neither start nor than end
I reassured my heart that was wandering in the woods
Because i’m weary, cause i’m weary
The shaking day comes and unexpected sound makes my heart throb
The throb cab’t be forgotten even i frown my face
Because I love You, cause I love You
Because I love You, cause I love You
The winds touch the heart
Never forget about the things that covering my eyes
My mind is wandering and feel anguish
My breath is gasping and i wipe the sweat
Because I love You, cause I love You
Back to *)
The said day was an busy & emotional day.
Even when the dark has been crawling over the sky, i still back and forth with my activities. My poor full stuffed mind made me couldn’t enjoy every single thing i did at all. I usually cherish the time when i can accomplish something, but i couldn’t have felt the same state in this gloomy day. At nine when i already finished all of my activities, I dashed myself again my bed and felt weariness flow in my vein. I placed my right hand in my chest and could have felt my heart throb beat faster than usual, seemed my heart work really hard to maintain my life. I thanked God for this strong heart that is often be overburdened by my over emotional thinking.
The song above summarized everything i have gone through for the day. The usual anxiety over my seems-too-far-away dream, a bit tense regarding the release of the very first magazine with my name mentioned as chief editor, so many canceled interview for Koran Kampus, my yearning for home, and the most annoying and weakening thing for the day is the super stink love business! How can those annoying people just popped up any when they want and throw shit right in to my face again and again and again???! I am weary... as much as i tried to deny at last i couldn’t help but to admit i ever felt in love to that jerk. I even don’t feel it anymore, nevertheless the reminiscence of it still devastatingly heartbreaking.I ended up the day by letting my warm tears stream down on my face, try to release the anguish caused by fell in love too deep with the wrong person. I promise, this is the last time my tears gone to waste!!
I hope this is also the last tome i curse love to this extent.
Because i’m Weary (ost. God of Study)
By : Ernest
An old story about a dream is knocking my heart
Something too far away that i cannot reach
Because i’m weary, cause i’m weary
Because i’m weary, cause i’m weary
*
Among the world’s high walled
I plug my ears and sing a song from my childhood
Remember about the woods that has neither start nor than end
I reassured my heart that was wandering in the woods
Because i’m weary, cause i’m weary
The shaking day comes and unexpected sound makes my heart throb
The throb cab’t be forgotten even i frown my face
Because I love You, cause I love You
Because I love You, cause I love You
The winds touch the heart
Never forget about the things that covering my eyes
My mind is wandering and feel anguish
My breath is gasping and i wipe the sweat
Because I love You, cause I love You
Back to *)
The said day was an busy & emotional day.
Even when the dark has been crawling over the sky, i still back and forth with my activities. My poor full stuffed mind made me couldn’t enjoy every single thing i did at all. I usually cherish the time when i can accomplish something, but i couldn’t have felt the same state in this gloomy day. At nine when i already finished all of my activities, I dashed myself again my bed and felt weariness flow in my vein. I placed my right hand in my chest and could have felt my heart throb beat faster than usual, seemed my heart work really hard to maintain my life. I thanked God for this strong heart that is often be overburdened by my over emotional thinking.
The song above summarized everything i have gone through for the day. The usual anxiety over my seems-too-far-away dream, a bit tense regarding the release of the very first magazine with my name mentioned as chief editor, so many canceled interview for Koran Kampus, my yearning for home, and the most annoying and weakening thing for the day is the super stink love business! How can those annoying people just popped up any when they want and throw shit right in to my face again and again and again???! I am weary... as much as i tried to deny at last i couldn’t help but to admit i ever felt in love to that jerk. I even don’t feel it anymore, nevertheless the reminiscence of it still devastatingly heartbreaking.I ended up the day by letting my warm tears stream down on my face, try to release the anguish caused by fell in love too deep with the wrong person. I promise, this is the last time my tears gone to waste!!
I hope this is also the last tome i curse love to this extent.