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Oct 05, 2005 19:20

love love love.. well screw it..
i dotn need it.. its just makes. me mad and angry i dont need it.. Adam wasn’t the one i wanted and Laura was only using me. Tara just left me and chirs wanted to much. i was been through enough and i didnt want it anymore.. i was fet-up with just everything. Christian called me that night and everything just went away. i was upset on he phone as he new with out any explanation he sang to me on the phone. all i wanted to do was hold him and i just new that everything was okay.
a moth went by and before i new it it was me and Christians 2 year i was so happy, and worried that the guitar that i bought him wouldn’t be ready in time.., (cross my fingers) the date is may 22. the morning seems to be a nice won so i decied to go for a run .. i put on my clothes and ran outside.
i decided to run to Christians.. house.. send him a surprise visit.. and turn on to his street and see from a distance.. flashing lights.
i get closer.. and all i can hear is the sound. of sirens, i run faster.. with out knowing.. only noticing.. the ambulance and police.. and people surrounding his house... i push through and see..
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