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I'm trying my hardest to let things spill out.. forcing this negativity out of me.
I need to get out more.. I need to spend more time with friends.. I never know what's going on anymore with events and things.. I feel like I'm trying so hard to get shit together that I've lost track of the things that make a person.. a person.
I work hard at my job, chasing that fucking carrot.. that doesn't pay me enough. With Rick gone.. it's harder to pay my rent and bills and eat with less pay. Should I swallow my pride and go back to my old job where I was making more money.. or should I reap the benefits of doing the same job for less pay but more sanity in a lot less stressful environment?
I need to go to school. I need to strive harder than what I do and be more active and competitive within my own boundaries, but it's difficult when you are stuck in that rut (see above).
It's hard to change your routine.. not really even change it, but spice it up. God, I feel so trapped in paycheck hell.. living from.. to. I feel that it forces me to sit at home, and I'm going stir crazy.
I hate working late.. but I like getting to sleep in. It's weird, the days that I have to go in early are the days I want to sleep in.. and when I have to go in late in the afternoon, I want to get up early.
It's so bedtime.
I need to get out more.. I need to spend more time with friends.. I never know what's going on anymore with events and things.. I feel like I'm trying so hard to get shit together that I've lost track of the things that make a person.. a person.
I work hard at my job, chasing that fucking carrot.. that doesn't pay me enough. With Rick gone.. it's harder to pay my rent and bills and eat with less pay. Should I swallow my pride and go back to my old job where I was making more money.. or should I reap the benefits of doing the same job for less pay but more sanity in a lot less stressful environment?
I need to go to school. I need to strive harder than what I do and be more active and competitive within my own boundaries, but it's difficult when you are stuck in that rut (see above).
It's hard to change your routine.. not really even change it, but spice it up. God, I feel so trapped in paycheck hell.. living from.. to. I feel that it forces me to sit at home, and I'm going stir crazy.
I hate working late.. but I like getting to sleep in. It's weird, the days that I have to go in early are the days I want to sleep in.. and when I have to go in late in the afternoon, I want to get up early.
It's so bedtime.