Sad day :(

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Today is a shitty day, I hate this day and I will for the rest of my life...  3 years ago I had to say good-bye to the man I loved more then my life itself.  A part of me died that day and I have to say I don't think I have been "*me*" since that day.  This Man was always there to protect me, and everytime I heard his voice or saw his face I smiled no matter how my day had been or how crappy I thought life was. He could always find it in his heart to do everything to his ability. As I sit her crying I look over at the phone and I remember how I could call him anytime I wanted to, how no matter what time of day it was he would talk to me for as long as I'd stay on the phone, how everytime we would get off the phone I could tell he was starting to cry.  I remember how everyweekend he begged me to come over, but I was too wrapped up in my friends.  Then I think about the last breath he took and how I begged god to let him come back.  And how after he died I'd pick up the phone and call him and no one would answer.  Still to this day no one does...  I know one day that I will see him in Heaven!
I love my Daddy

RIP Gary Don Phillips
3-20-03