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Tomarrow will be a week since I went to the Dr. he said I prolly wouldn't last a week... well he has 6 more hours to be right lol!  If I do not have her tonight then I am gonna ask him to stip my membranes and do wahtver else is possibly so!  I have been having contractions and they hurt like hell, It gets my hopes up, I don't want to go through all this pain if it isnt even helping ya know?   Hopefully tomarrow I will be even more then 4 cm dialated and he will admit me and help me out a bit I will be 37w2d er 37w3d!  I have had soo many aches n pains this WHOLE pregnancy its unbeliveable plus my friend Ashley is coming down from Vermont to stay a week with me and I want to be use to being a Mommy to 2 before she gets here!  Plus Axels birthday was 2 weeks ago and I still havent go to do his party, and I don't want to plan it when I am 4 cm dialted cause knowing my luck that is the day I would have her lol!  Anthony is soo excited and ready for her to be here, I can't think of anyone else on the universe that I would rather have a baby with!  I wish he was Axels bio dad soooo bad.  Even Axel is getting impatient haha He was saying No mommy I on't want baby,  then yesterday he was rubbing my belly and he said K mommy I want baby!  Lol he is such a little ham!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE
send me some freakin labor vibes already?  and anyone wanna guess when she will be here (time and date) and length and weight?