uhm....gone
what a relief, my none-stop headaches are gone, it turns out that i have migranes so my doctor gave me some migrane medication today and it works so good. I can actually think for the first time in so long. It feels so nice. At first it wasnt workin and all i felt was nauseous and dizzy and tired. Then i took a bath or whatever and when i got out i felt really good. I still have some side effects but they are nothing compared to the headaches i was having. My eyes are still kinda sensitive to the light and lookin at the screen makes me squint cause its bright but it doesnt send a sharp pain through my head. Uhm, im going to look at oswego soon, im excited i guess. i dunno, no body has given me any reason to stay, and every one is giving me every reason to leave, its hard to explain. I hung out with henry tonight and last. He got me mad tonight cause he didnt want me to go to jesicas house tomorrow night and i like going. I invited him but its not my fault he dont wanna come. He kept like begging me not to go and i got annoyed. I guess with a clear head i get agitaed easier lol. With my headache i didnt think much so nothing really bothered me. I just cant wait to get away. Get away from inbred, dipshit, dickface, and all them lol (inside thing) and to get away from drama. erika got acepted to college, Katherine Gibbs, Im so happy for her. She really turned herself around. She used to be so bad, cutting school and every thing and now she got accepted to a college and she wants to go and she has high hopes for her future. Im so happy for her, she did a complete 180. Thats awesome, she is a really cool person. Tomorrow night i get to go to jessicas, im happy, jay wants me to hang out during the day, i have to see if my migrane comes back, if not then sure i can , if it does i mgith be able to if i load up on asprin lol. I cant take the medication twice within 24 hours. I have to wait. It just better last that long, if not longer. I have to get an MRI of my head just to make sure that nothing is in there...i mean that nothing is wrong in there. Anyways, i am so exhausted.
~nicki~
~nicki~