How dumb can someone be...
To fucking hurt someone sooooooooooooooooo much who loved them soooooo much.. Stab them in the heart! Ruin their DREAM and then wanna be/expect them to be "bestfriends" w/ them like NOTHING HAPPENED like they never did love. Sorry but things don't work like that. How can I or how could anyone become friends w/ someone who broke your heart sooooo badly. Who just crushed it to pieces like nothing! It’s hard to erase moments/memories/people in your life that totally touched your heart.. and it’s hard to act like nothing happened as well… like **I never loved him** (I really feel like he NEVER loved me… I was just someone there for him at the time). I can’t! I can’t be friends w/ someone I still somewhat feel for… someone I once HOPED, WISHED, PRAYED and DREAMED of having a life with. Someone I really wanted to have kids w/… someone I really wanted to and SAW myself grow old w/!! Someone who once was my everything...