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i am totally the shit sometimes when it comes to being a mediator...... so.... i rocked it out with my amazing heart to heart... and got two people back to well, talking... and other terms... so awesome. it sucks that im alright with other peoples problems but not my own.... aint that a b. anyway..... i got invited to billys wedding reception...........i dont know how i feel about that. awkward.... the reason i didnt want to say goodbye to him in the first place because it was like letting go of childhood and the world that made sense..... it was too weird to acknowledge adulthood so i tried to ignore it.... ultimately pulling us appart. he said he doesnt hold a grudge... but i dont know. i think i hate more than anything to lose people like the good ones.... so maybe im being nostalgic lately.... running into old friends and flames.... pretty interesting. i just remember the days when i used to feel like a person..... blah............ more later.