May 19, 2003 02:27
Vivien laid in her bed in her hotel room. Her face was still soaked with tears and she felt sick. She had heard about Nyx's death when she had gone out to get some bloodwine earlyer..she knew Xavier was there. She contimpated going but decided against it, it wasnt her place to go...she barly knew her.
She rolled over in the bed and and curled herself around her blankets, she was really cold for some reason...which she didnt understand. She sat up a bit and drank another glass of bloodwine...hoping it would help...it didnt.
She growled and threw the bottle acrossed the room. "Why do I feel so sick..." she said outloud, tears slidding down her face in thin red lines. Her head throbbed and she tired to close her eyes and sleep...
But again sleep would not come to her... Maybe I feel sick because I havent been sleeping... she thought to herself...hoping that was it. She sat up in the bed and wrapped the covers around her tightly....she wanted something warm to cuddle with...she wanted love...she wanted to feel someone cared about her... "Xavier...." she called quietly...knowing he probably didnt hear it.