TMI Warning
Woo! Sex!!
And enjoyable! Experience that I haven't had in a while.
Maybe it's just the lack of certain types of trust and the lack of being relaxed, et cetera. I've been trying to be more honest recently, telling him things that I had been avoiding saying before.
Karl spent the better part of an hour relaxing me and trying to get me "in the mood". After a certain point, I had taken my pills, which means the melatonin (sleeping pills) and I was getting rather tired. But it was a good tired. I was content, although I knew he was planning sexual activities. Normally, I'm just not comfortable with that, but I didn't have much quarrel with it at that time.
Quite some time after he'd begun, I was feeling bad that he'd spent so much time working on me and that it was so late, he should sleep, and I was nearly asleep myself. But then he began his ministrations in earnest, fulling planning to "pleasure" me, as he'd put it earlier in the evening. I've heard that most women do not experience orgasm. I don't know if I count myself lucky or not for having done so at one point and not having it now. I have also heard that most men cannot masturbate a woman to orgasm without a LOT of help. My man can. That was lovely to start with. Then he decided to take it a step further.
I'll be kind and not describe that. :D However, it wasn't quite as fulfilling as I wanted at the time. So, I decided it was time for sex. We had to work around the condom, because apparently, had I just up and put it on him, it wouldn't have lasted long. We haven't used condoms much, so this wasn't exactly normal. I wasn't expected it to go as well as it did. He told me to pu tthe condom on him and OMG. It wasn't perfect, it wasn't like it used to be, but as he was about to climax, it was enjoyable. OMGOMGOMG, I haven't felt that feeling in a while.
Apparently, he'd planned to either put me to sleep or to make me comfortable with the idea of sex.
Sufficed to say: yay. :)
Signed, *paw-print* the Fitz
And enjoyable! Experience that I haven't had in a while.
Maybe it's just the lack of certain types of trust and the lack of being relaxed, et cetera. I've been trying to be more honest recently, telling him things that I had been avoiding saying before.
Karl spent the better part of an hour relaxing me and trying to get me "in the mood". After a certain point, I had taken my pills, which means the melatonin (sleeping pills) and I was getting rather tired. But it was a good tired. I was content, although I knew he was planning sexual activities. Normally, I'm just not comfortable with that, but I didn't have much quarrel with it at that time.
Quite some time after he'd begun, I was feeling bad that he'd spent so much time working on me and that it was so late, he should sleep, and I was nearly asleep myself. But then he began his ministrations in earnest, fulling planning to "pleasure" me, as he'd put it earlier in the evening. I've heard that most women do not experience orgasm. I don't know if I count myself lucky or not for having done so at one point and not having it now. I have also heard that most men cannot masturbate a woman to orgasm without a LOT of help. My man can. That was lovely to start with. Then he decided to take it a step further.
I'll be kind and not describe that. :D However, it wasn't quite as fulfilling as I wanted at the time. So, I decided it was time for sex. We had to work around the condom, because apparently, had I just up and put it on him, it wouldn't have lasted long. We haven't used condoms much, so this wasn't exactly normal. I wasn't expected it to go as well as it did. He told me to pu tthe condom on him and OMG. It wasn't perfect, it wasn't like it used to be, but as he was about to climax, it was enjoyable. OMGOMGOMG, I haven't felt that feeling in a while.
Apparently, he'd planned to either put me to sleep or to make me comfortable with the idea of sex.
Sufficed to say: yay. :)
Signed, *paw-print* the Fitz