Aug 16, 2010 17:50
So. Am I upset at the stay being put in. Yeah. Am I sitting here crying? Nope. As I posted a few days ago, I decided to let it go. If this is how it has to be for now, this is how it has to be. I try not to get angry at the small minded out there who post their exultation, and figure that karma always gets you in the ass. ALWAYS. And usually when you least expect it. And in ways that *will* deeply amuse those you whizzed all over, trust me.
Anyhow...
Last night I woke up at 3 ish and realized that I'd somehow twisted my pj leg tightly around my bad leg. The pain began, and I decided to NOT see if it would cycle down but reached for Advil. And then stupid me screwed up and somehow swallowed a PM and not a regular Advil, realizing this as I was swallowing. So I've been in a damn fog all day, thank you. Happily, there are NO PMs left in that container, so if/when I need Advil in nights to come, it will be the proper one.
The day began with me falling more and more behind. I had a report due at 12:30-1 my time, at least that was the deadline that *I* gave myself, and I was NOWHERE near where I had to be. So I had a true drama queen meltdown and was all worried that my boss was going to kill me and more and more tension filled my universe until I blinked, my mind went >snap< and I sat back. Yes, I was late, but the boss had only emailed as he wanted to be sure I knew that there was a report due by 5:30 his time. And he was his usual sweet self about it, so there was NO REASON for the panic. I calmed down, got the thing done and life went on. He even felt BAD that I was working when I'd had some bad nights... THIS is the reason I love my boss, really I do. He and I do NOT see eye to eye on all aspects of my job, but the man has a huge damn heart and it's why I keep being glad I work for him.
After work, I did some Facebook and then my dailies to level mah puppers. No wow for 24 hours, as Moon Guard US has extended maintenance, so I'll have much time to catch up totally with work, and work on some offline projects.
Anyhow... I'm headed offline. Jerry Brown posted a really GOOD ancient Japanese saying after the stay was announced, and I think it may become my mantra, as well as being another reason I will vote for this man: “Fall seven times, stand up eight.”
Or, to quote a song from the 80's... "I get knocked down, then I get up again... you ain't ever gonna keep me down..."
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