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fuck oil. fuck oil. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucck oil.
yeah, i can't expect to master oil in my first endeavors with it. but let's put logic aside; fuuuuck oil! i feel like such a noob! AFRAID to touch the canvas even! afraid of creating shapes at all, even with graphite! as if the un-skill is spreading. stupid, stupid, stupid.
yeah, i can't expect to master oil in my first endeavors with it. but let's put logic aside; fuuuuck oil! i feel like such a noob! AFRAID to touch the canvas even! afraid of creating shapes at all, even with graphite! as if the un-skill is spreading. stupid, stupid, stupid.