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I'm panicking, completely panicking. And it isn't even because of exams.
I have no idea if I'm even in the right program. Astrophysics? Gah! That's frakking huge. I don't even want to particularly go to grad school, but I'd have to to even be considered for a job. But, astrophysics? It's so hard to get jobs in that, it's competitive, and that's a lot of responsibility. It's working on the frontier of physics for frak sakes!
Oh my god, I hope that I have not made a mistake with this.
And yes, there is a reason why this hit me now, but it's long and I won't get into it.
Ah, still panicking.
I have no idea if I'm even in the right program. Astrophysics? Gah! That's frakking huge. I don't even want to particularly go to grad school, but I'd have to to even be considered for a job. But, astrophysics? It's so hard to get jobs in that, it's competitive, and that's a lot of responsibility. It's working on the frontier of physics for frak sakes!
Oh my god, I hope that I have not made a mistake with this.
And yes, there is a reason why this hit me now, but it's long and I won't get into it.
Ah, still panicking.