(FIC) Are You My Soul Mate? Chapter 8: Engagements and Hearts Broken
Title: Are You My Soul Mate? Chapter 8: Engagements and Hearts Broken
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: R for foul language
Warning: MxM, Sexual situations, Foul Language
Pairings: Yunjae (Main), Yoosu, Yehae, Kangteuk, few more (actually a lot more)
Genre: Romance, Fluff,drama, bad humour
Disclaimer: Hell yeah I own them... NOT... In my dreams I do... Always in my dreams
A/N: I'm sorry if it sucks and I'm late
Summary: Jaejoong, a transfer student from Japan finds himself asking directions from a god-like playboy who puts the him under a spell he can't escape. Finding out that Jaejoong is close with his best friend's boyfriend, this means his plans for the raven haired beauty crumble to the ground. What stops Yunho believing in such things as love and soul mates exist? What pain did a certain someone cause the fiery Jaejoong? Will Jaejoong be able to convince the playboy Yunho that love exists and will it grow between the two seemingly opposites even through all the fires they cause or will their raging battles not just cause an end for themselves but their friends as well?
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's him.'” Unknown
The warm rays of light crept into the dark room resting on the older boy's features causing him to stir. He opened one of his eyes sleepily having all the intent on falling back into a peaceful slumber he hasn't got in a very long time. Before he closed his eye he looked down to see the younger boy curled up to his chest, the small rays of sunlight that touched his beautiful features made everything about him glow.
The older could feel his heart beat quicken when he opened his other eye to gaze down at him fully. The peaceful state he watched was unlike the normal fiery state made him seem that much more angelic, from his pale skin, to those luscious plump pink lips and the jet black bangs that fell softly onto his face. All of this mesmerised the older causing his breath to hitch.
Not being able to tear his eyes away from the beautiful man lying next to him, his urge for reaching out and stroking the younger's hair from his pale features was too much of a temptation for him. Being careful not to disturb the boy he moved his hand up to brush the black bangs away.
The younger screwed up his face in annoyance before sleepily opening his doe-like dark brown eyes. He waited a few seconds for his vision to become clear before noticing a bare muscular tanned chest and a small gorgeous face with chocolaty eyes staring at him.... Lovingly....
The younger blushed a dark shade of crimson as he remembered everything that happened the day before.
"Hey Princess, how are you feeling today?" The older asked still stroking the other's dark bangs. The other looked up at him giving a forced small weak smile.
"I've had an idea for a couple of minutes now, hehe normally my ideas aren't very good but this one seems to be not bad. How about, you and I go on a date-"
"A DATE?! Are you crazy?" The younger asked in disbelief cutting the other off who was now madly blushing and groaning to himself.
"Are you going to let me finish Princess, jeez just listen to what I have to say. You and I go on a date but let's go somewhere you will most likely find Tae Hyun to make him see exactly what he's lost and that you have moved on..." Yunho trailed off caressing the other's cheek softly before removing his hand and flipping himself over onto his back.
Jaejoong stayed quiet for a few minutes contemplating all the pros and cons of Yunho's great idea. His mind turned over the thought of going on a date with the older.
"O-Okay, I will," The younger replied hesitantly still thinking of the one thing that could destroy their thin relationship.
"Princess, did you know besides the closest people to me, the ones I could never have sex with you are the only boy I have ever slept in the same bed with without having sex. I can't believe I have shared a bed with you twice now and nothing has happened. It's a first for me and especially since I would never ever sleep in the same bed with such a.... um.... don't get too big an ego but such a freaking damn gorgeous sexy, beautiful, all the compliments in the world boy," Yunho stated shyly his cheeks turning a deep shade of red.
“Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.” Sam Keen
Jaejoong laid there speechless at all the compliments the other had given him. His mind just couldn't comprehend everything that had been uttered from the older.
"Yeah yeah Princess, now all you think is that I'm the biggest girl on earth. How do I always find myself in these predicaments?" Yunho mumbled to himself flinging one arm over his face causing the other to giggle.
"Yeah, you are pretty much a big softie. Much like a bear if I think about it. Yes you are a bear, Yunnie the bear... hehe I like that... um Yunnie the bear you're blushing again," Jaejoong stated his own cheeks still a light shade of pink.
"Shut up~" The older whined burying his face in his muscular arm causing the other to giggle some more at his actions.
"Even if I love, nobody knows,
The footsteps that conceal you,
As you watch the curtain of tonight approach,
We want each other endlessly, crazily,
Without anybody knowing the liberation of one's sigh," The call tone on the older's phone rang loudly vibrating on the bedside table next to the embarrassed Yunho.
Yunho hurried to answer his phone knowing the one who was calling him by the special ring tone he had set. He fished around on the table top grabing it before flipping the screen up and placing it to his ear.
"Hey babe," Yunho said cheerfully into the phone sitting up to lean against the head board as he continued stroking the pouting Jaejoong's jet black hair.
"Yunho, don't start babing me. What the hell? I've been trying to call you for the past hour, we have the engagement party to go to. You have twenty minutes to get up from your bed with that little boy you're head over heels for, take a shower and meet me out the front of your dance studio. This is your engagement party after all," The other answered irritation clearly apparent in his voice shocking the older that he was outside and could see them.
"What the fuck? That's today? Crap," Yunho replied hanging up the phone before jumping out of the bed running to his wardrobe leaving Jaejoong lying there confused.
A few short minutes later the older came back into the room dressed in a black suit looking absolutely stunning to the younger. He smiled nervously looking very uncomfortable.
"Princess, I um I have to go to my engagement party today but would you like to come? The other's don't know yet that I'm engaged but I am going to tell them tomorrow before the whole engagement is broadcasted on TV but still I would like you to come," Yunho mumbled uneasy as he shifted from one foot to the other.
"It's okay, I don't want to ruin your day," Jaejoong declined waving his hands as he got out of the bed fixing his clothes smiling fakely.
"You won't you will make it better, now come on. We don't have much time a friend of mine is waiting outside for us," The older replied dragging Jaejoong into his wardrobe to pick out something respectable that would fit the younger.
Passing Jaejoong a suit from when he was younger he ushered the other into the bathroom muttering something about not taking too long and there is some cologne on the basin that he can use.
Almost five minutes later the younger stepped out of the bathroom in the suit. It was still a little big on him but he looked absolutely dashing in it.
Jaejoong and Yunho hurried out of the building only for Jaejoong to stop dead in his tracks.
"K-Kibum?" The raven haired boy stuttered utterly confused to why Changmin's best friend was standing outside Yunho's dance studio.
"Hey Jaejoong hyung, Yunho nice to see you've got more clothes on. Come we have got to get going your family and my family going crazy that both of us aren't there yet, and my sister is pissed at you for not being on time," Kibum stated impatiently before hopping in the driver's side of the car.
"Yah Kim Kibum, we can't be seen together. You shouldn't even be here, what if someone catches us together?" Yunho asked slightly irritated that his friend was being so careless.He leaned on the car looking down through the window to see his friend having a pissed look on his face.
"Stuff them Yunho, I'm sick and tired of not being able to talk to you without other people around. Yunho how long have we known each other for now? What is it.... hmmm oh it must be sixteen fucking years now," Kibum said sarcastically the hurt obvious in his voice.
Jaejoong stood there confusion clearly written all over his face. There were so many unanswered questions going through his head. He didn't understand how Kibum and Yunho knew each other, he didn't understand what they were talking about. It was confusing him even more.
"Come on Princess get inside the car, Kibum you know the consequences when our families see us arrive together," Yunho stated opening the door for the raven haired boy to get in before getting into the passenger side.
"I know the consequences Yun, just let me handle it. They can't say anything because Min will be meeting us there so they can't be suspicious of anything," Kibum said revving the engine before pulling out onto the busy street.
"Oh great, that makes me feel so much better Kibum. Anyway they will just do the same thing to your little boyfriend as they did to me when those stupid little thoughts in their dim-witted heads came about," Yunho stated sarcastically unintentionally ignoring Jaejoong who was still equally as confused as before.
"He's not my boyfriend Yunho now shut up or do you want me to feed you to the wolves," The other said as he turned the corner sharply making it onto the highway.
"No please don't feed me to the hags and their husbands oh and your sister. I fucking have enough problems at the moment without thinking of what they would do to me if they..." The oldest trailed off shuddering at the thought of what both families would do.
"Kibum, why did you invite that bratty child other than the reason I know," Yunho asked eyes trailing to the other who looked gorgeous to his eyes.
"Shut up and because it's better than having no one talk to me," Kibum stated sadness hinted in his voice trying to keep his eyes on the road.
"You know I would talk to you, you're one of my best friend's even though we aren't allowed to even communicate with each other I would still do it," The older said softly voice barely audible pain masked in his voice.
"Um... I'm sorry to interrupt your touching moment but what the hell is going on here?" Jaejoong asked finally voicing his thoughts but minutes too late as they arrived at this large mansion where many limousines were stopping outside the entrance, getting out of them were stunning men and women in the fanciest clothes Jaejoong thinks he has ever seen.
"Sorry Princess, but it's time to shine, sorry about dragging you into all of this but right now I need normal non uptight snobby people with me. Um... okay Kibum are you ready to do this?" Yunho said nerves masked behind the fake tone he uses with the rest of the world.
"Ready as I'll ever be when we have to face the pack of hell demons ready to eat us alive," Kibum stated sarcastically giving Yunho's hand a tight squeeze before exiting the car.
The other two boys exited the car weak smiles plastered on their faces. Yunho and Kibum looked back to the other ushering him forward before whispering some advice as they walked waving to the many reporters but not stopping to have any conversations with them.
"Kibum they're going to eat us alive," Yunho mumbled through his fake smile winking to one of the cameras as they walked up to the large entrance or the huge mansion.
"Yunho, I never thought you would be the pessimistic type," Kibum replied placing his hands in his pockets as they walked along the stone path to the two large doors.
"Oh kitten you don't know how pessimistic I can be," Yunho said in a deep husky voice making sure only the two other boys could hear him before chuckling lightly to himself.
"Yah Yunho stop calling me that, I thought you promised you wouldn't call me that anymore?" Kibum asked annoyed that half of his pet name was being used in public.
The large doors were opened revealing a large ball room with many rich and powerful people in there conversing with one another.
"Rather me call you the full one?" The eldest asked glancing at the other boy whose cheeks were now a light shade of pink.
"Fine, Tigger I won't call you that anymore," Yunho added smiling inwardly before entering into the room nodding his head to the guests as they made their way over to his family first.
"Jung Yunho what has been taking you so lo-" The lady hissed only to stop halfway through her sentence as she saw the other two boys with him.
The three could see her eyebrow twitch in anger as she kept her intent glare on Kibum before tearing her eyes down to the pretty raven haired boy next to them. Jaejoong gulped feeling sweat starting to form on the back of his neck.
"I'm sorry Ma'am but I did not realise the day was today, I overslept," Yunho apologised through gritted teeth noting Kibum's family making their way over to them.
"Kim Kibum what have we told you about going near Yunho," Mrs. Kim, obviously Kibum's mother spoke low her voice hinted with anger.
"Sorry, I got worried considering he wasn't answering your calls so I went to check on him. Please forgive my rash actions," Kibum apologised rolling his eyes when he bowed low to his parents.
"What is this thing?" Mrs. Jung asked examining the raven head with disgust.
"Oh my god! Yunho you're here! I can't believe you made me wait that long," A girl spoke brightly smiling before hugging the said boy tightly not knowing a sting of pain was felt in the younger raven hair's heart.
"Seihee, I'm so sorry but I accidently overslept. My alarm never went off and I was up all night studying for the exam I must take. I'm sorry darling," Yunho spoke fakely placing a small forced kiss onto the younger female's forehead.
"I'm going to get a drink, Jaejoong you coming?" Kibum said his voice betraying his non jealous expression.
"Boy, you are not going to start drinking at this time. I will not allow you to get drunk on your sister's engagement day," Mr. Kim spoke for the first time since he had appeared at their side.
"Let's go find Min then," Kibum sighed patting his friend on the shoulder earning glares from both families before gripping the older raven head's wrist and dragging him over to the food table where he was sure they would find his best friend.
"I told him not to bring his boyfriend to functions!" Mrs. Kim said after her son left.
A few minutes later they saw a tall boy piling his plate with all kinds of delicious looking food.
“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.” Mother Teresa
"Jae hyung?! What are you doing here?" Changmin asked a large smile forming on his grin as he ran over to hug the shorter.
"I'm glad to see I'm invisible," Kibum commented to himself rolling his eyes as he watched his best friend and the older with so much more than friendly intentions.
It hurt, it made his heart ache as he had to watch his best friend, the love of his life have feelings for someone else.
"Hi Minnie, Yunho asked me to come with him. I was actually quite surprised he was engaged," Jaejoong stated awkwardly as he noticed the stares they were getting from others.
"Yeah, Kibum told me a while ago. That's why I didn't want you to get attached to him, because he will break your heart," Changmin said softly giving a small smile still ignoring his friend.
Yunho watched this happening from the other side of the room where he was now seated on the lounge divulged in a conversation with some company's founder, his own arm around his fiance's small waist.
Yunho was snapped out of his thoughts when he felt lips press against his cheek. He looked down to see his fiance beaming at him a hint of concern hidden in the toothy smile.
"Sorry Seihee, I was lost in my thoughts for a second," Yunho apologised pushing his hands into his pockets searching for his phone. It wasn't a good idea to bring Jaejoong into this, it wasn't a good idea to even get this close.
"Excuse me Sir, I have to take this call. I'll be right back sweetheart," Yunho said smiling as he pulled out his phone bowing before walking over to a secluded area of the room to call anyone to get Jaejoong out of this place.
"Jae hyung I was wondering if you wanted to come for a walk with me?" The youngest asked a small hopeful smile on his youthful face.
"Sure, I don't see what harm that can do. I guess we'll see you soon Kibum," Jaejoong said turning around to the other younger who was no longer in sight. He looked around a little worried to where the other might have got off to before he felt a hand intertwine with his and drag him out of the building.
+Flash Back+
"Jaejoong, I love you.... no..... aish that's too forward.... Jaejoong um I like you more than a friend.... what? That sounds like a childish confession.... Jae... I have something to confess... since the first time I saw you my heart belonged to you.... Kim Jaejoong I love you..." Changmin practiced looking at his reflection in the mirror.
He paced around in the large bathroom not sure on how to express his feelings to the older. He had never done this before, he had never even felt this way about anyone but now here he is flustered and trying to find the words to express exactly what he's feeling.
"Aish, Jaejoong why do you make me so speechless?" Changmin groaned leaning his head against the mirror fighting back the urge to slam his head against it.
"Lay it out straight Changmin. Okay, so the next time you see Jaejoong you take him of somewhere alone and you tell him. Great idea Mr. Genius, oh and that gets rid of Yunho as well because no one can resist my charm, mwahahahaha," The tall boy stated slapping his cheeks softly to make them cool down.
Kibum was walking past the door of the bathroom in Changmin's apartment looking for him when he heard the other talking. He placed his ear against the door trying to hear the words coming from the other's mouth. He shouldn't have even been at Changmin's apartment, he should be getting ready for Yunho and his sister's engagement party, but his stupid heart got the better of him, he was going to tell him, tell him everything although he knew nothing would happen, but now he knows it would only destroy both of them and he would rather be friends than lose the love of life due to his own selfish reasons.
“Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever” Unknown
Kibum couldn't bring himself to hate either one of the two boys, he couldn't hate Changmin because he loved him, his heart bolnged to the older boy and he couldn't hate Jaejoong not after everything that happened to him also because he knew Jaejoong didn't have any romantic feelings for Changmin but the younger was too blinded by love to see that.
+Flash Back End+
Jaejoong and Changmin walked down the stone path gazing at the beautiful scenery in the garden. They stopped to look at the small pond and how beautiful the whole scene was.
"So Min, um why did you want to come here?" The older asked hesitantly not knowing what the answer would be.
"Ah.... um.... Jaejoong, there has been something I have wanted to say for a while now...." Changmin paused rubbung the back of his neck awkwardly as he stared at the older but shorter boy.
"Kim Jaejoong since the first time I saw you I have been falling deeper and deeper in love with you," The younger boy confessed uncomfortably placing his feelings on his sleeve.
Jaejoong stood there stunned his doe-like eyes wide and his mouth slightly agape as he couldn't comprehend what the younger boy was saying.
Why was everything entangling itself? Why did he have to confess to me? I can't do this, not now. I don't have feelings for him can't he tell? Why does it have to be now? God damn you Changmin, why are you telling me this? I'm not meant for you, I'm not good enough for you. Changmin I can't give you the answer you want I'm sorry but your feelings aren't returned. Jaejoong thought not knowing how to tell the boy he was already in love with someone else.
"I-I'm sorry Min," The older mumbled before turning around and running back to the large mansion leaving the younger boy with his heart ripped out.
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"WHAT?! YOU HAVE FUCKING GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!" Yoochun screamed into the phone. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Not after everything, not after everything he has risked just because he was trying to help his friend. This wasn't right, this shouldn't have happened.
"JUNG YUNHO PLEASE TELL ME THIS A VERY CRUEL JOKE," Yoochun spoke venomously. His mind was thrown into overdrive as he sat on the floor of his bedroom staring at his photo album of Junsu and himself.
All he could hear from the other end of the line was heavy breathing coming from the older. He gazed at the photo of Junsu and himself from the day he kidnapped him to go to Paris.
"You aren't joking are you?" The younger asked wiping away the leaking tears that had began falling down his cheeks. He couldn't believe how much he's stuffed up the greatest thing in his life and it was all because he wanted to believe that Yunho and Jaejoong might find the thing they are looking for within each other.
"I-I'm sorry Chun, I couldn't tell you because I knew it would be easier for me to just distance myself before I leave to get married," Yunho made an excuse not knowing how to tell his friend the truth.
"Yunho stop making fucking excuses. I can tell when you are lying. So what did you think you could run away from us, what about Hae? What about me? What about Kibum? Yeah that's right I know about what you two do, I know you two have sex like twice a week. What do you think you can just drop one of your closest friend's like that? Jesus Yunho, I thought you said you would never get involved with a friend? Huh Yunho? Just fucking answer me you bastard! Because of you I think I've lost the best, no he is the best thing in my life. All because I believed that you and Jaejoong would fall in love!" Yoochun said anger taking full control of his normally calm voice.
TBC Chapter 9
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Hello, I am so sorry for such a late and bad chapter. I lost all my muses, I don't know where I left them and its scaring me... my next update will be better and longer I hope but at the moment I'm just totally out of it... I apologise several times and I will try and get my next chapter up by Wednesday... totally unlikely with the amount of home work I'm getting right now but I'll try...
About this chappie... hmmmm.... what to say.... Umm... It sucked... lol um Chun's story will be told in the next one as well as maybe what happen's to Hae and Yesung... um.... yeah I don't know what to write so I'm going to say good bye and I'm sorry.
Oh and as always a SPOT for my perverted friend coeur2chocolat <333
Okay I've decided since everything is getting so complicated I would give you this: Seihee (Engaged to) Yunho, Yunho (Likes) Jaejoong, Jaejoong (Still has feelings for) Tae Hyun, Tae Hyun (Unknown Status for) Jaejoon, Kibum (Loves) Changmin, Changmin (Loves) Jaejoong, Yunho (First Love who he still has feelings for) Kibum.
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: R for foul language
Warning: MxM, Sexual situations, Foul Language
Pairings: Yunjae (Main), Yoosu, Yehae, Kangteuk, few more (actually a lot more)
Genre: Romance, Fluff,drama, bad humour
Disclaimer: Hell yeah I own them... NOT... In my dreams I do... Always in my dreams
A/N: I'm sorry if it sucks and I'm late
Summary: Jaejoong, a transfer student from Japan finds himself asking directions from a god-like playboy who puts the him under a spell he can't escape. Finding out that Jaejoong is close with his best friend's boyfriend, this means his plans for the raven haired beauty crumble to the ground. What stops Yunho believing in such things as love and soul mates exist? What pain did a certain someone cause the fiery Jaejoong? Will Jaejoong be able to convince the playboy Yunho that love exists and will it grow between the two seemingly opposites even through all the fires they cause or will their raging battles not just cause an end for themselves but their friends as well?
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's him.'” Unknown
The warm rays of light crept into the dark room resting on the older boy's features causing him to stir. He opened one of his eyes sleepily having all the intent on falling back into a peaceful slumber he hasn't got in a very long time. Before he closed his eye he looked down to see the younger boy curled up to his chest, the small rays of sunlight that touched his beautiful features made everything about him glow.
The older could feel his heart beat quicken when he opened his other eye to gaze down at him fully. The peaceful state he watched was unlike the normal fiery state made him seem that much more angelic, from his pale skin, to those luscious plump pink lips and the jet black bangs that fell softly onto his face. All of this mesmerised the older causing his breath to hitch.
Not being able to tear his eyes away from the beautiful man lying next to him, his urge for reaching out and stroking the younger's hair from his pale features was too much of a temptation for him. Being careful not to disturb the boy he moved his hand up to brush the black bangs away.
The younger screwed up his face in annoyance before sleepily opening his doe-like dark brown eyes. He waited a few seconds for his vision to become clear before noticing a bare muscular tanned chest and a small gorgeous face with chocolaty eyes staring at him.... Lovingly....
The younger blushed a dark shade of crimson as he remembered everything that happened the day before.
"Hey Princess, how are you feeling today?" The older asked still stroking the other's dark bangs. The other looked up at him giving a forced small weak smile.
"I've had an idea for a couple of minutes now, hehe normally my ideas aren't very good but this one seems to be not bad. How about, you and I go on a date-"
"A DATE?! Are you crazy?" The younger asked in disbelief cutting the other off who was now madly blushing and groaning to himself.
"Are you going to let me finish Princess, jeez just listen to what I have to say. You and I go on a date but let's go somewhere you will most likely find Tae Hyun to make him see exactly what he's lost and that you have moved on..." Yunho trailed off caressing the other's cheek softly before removing his hand and flipping himself over onto his back.
Jaejoong stayed quiet for a few minutes contemplating all the pros and cons of Yunho's great idea. His mind turned over the thought of going on a date with the older.
"O-Okay, I will," The younger replied hesitantly still thinking of the one thing that could destroy their thin relationship.
"Princess, did you know besides the closest people to me, the ones I could never have sex with you are the only boy I have ever slept in the same bed with without having sex. I can't believe I have shared a bed with you twice now and nothing has happened. It's a first for me and especially since I would never ever sleep in the same bed with such a.... um.... don't get too big an ego but such a freaking damn gorgeous sexy, beautiful, all the compliments in the world boy," Yunho stated shyly his cheeks turning a deep shade of red.
“Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.” Sam Keen
Jaejoong laid there speechless at all the compliments the other had given him. His mind just couldn't comprehend everything that had been uttered from the older.
"Yeah yeah Princess, now all you think is that I'm the biggest girl on earth. How do I always find myself in these predicaments?" Yunho mumbled to himself flinging one arm over his face causing the other to giggle.
"Yeah, you are pretty much a big softie. Much like a bear if I think about it. Yes you are a bear, Yunnie the bear... hehe I like that... um Yunnie the bear you're blushing again," Jaejoong stated his own cheeks still a light shade of pink.
"Shut up~" The older whined burying his face in his muscular arm causing the other to giggle some more at his actions.
"Even if I love, nobody knows,
The footsteps that conceal you,
As you watch the curtain of tonight approach,
We want each other endlessly, crazily,
Without anybody knowing the liberation of one's sigh," The call tone on the older's phone rang loudly vibrating on the bedside table next to the embarrassed Yunho.
Yunho hurried to answer his phone knowing the one who was calling him by the special ring tone he had set. He fished around on the table top grabing it before flipping the screen up and placing it to his ear.
"Hey babe," Yunho said cheerfully into the phone sitting up to lean against the head board as he continued stroking the pouting Jaejoong's jet black hair.
"Yunho, don't start babing me. What the hell? I've been trying to call you for the past hour, we have the engagement party to go to. You have twenty minutes to get up from your bed with that little boy you're head over heels for, take a shower and meet me out the front of your dance studio. This is your engagement party after all," The other answered irritation clearly apparent in his voice shocking the older that he was outside and could see them.
"What the fuck? That's today? Crap," Yunho replied hanging up the phone before jumping out of the bed running to his wardrobe leaving Jaejoong lying there confused.
A few short minutes later the older came back into the room dressed in a black suit looking absolutely stunning to the younger. He smiled nervously looking very uncomfortable.
"Princess, I um I have to go to my engagement party today but would you like to come? The other's don't know yet that I'm engaged but I am going to tell them tomorrow before the whole engagement is broadcasted on TV but still I would like you to come," Yunho mumbled uneasy as he shifted from one foot to the other.
"It's okay, I don't want to ruin your day," Jaejoong declined waving his hands as he got out of the bed fixing his clothes smiling fakely.
"You won't you will make it better, now come on. We don't have much time a friend of mine is waiting outside for us," The older replied dragging Jaejoong into his wardrobe to pick out something respectable that would fit the younger.
Passing Jaejoong a suit from when he was younger he ushered the other into the bathroom muttering something about not taking too long and there is some cologne on the basin that he can use.
Almost five minutes later the younger stepped out of the bathroom in the suit. It was still a little big on him but he looked absolutely dashing in it.
Jaejoong and Yunho hurried out of the building only for Jaejoong to stop dead in his tracks.
"K-Kibum?" The raven haired boy stuttered utterly confused to why Changmin's best friend was standing outside Yunho's dance studio.
"Hey Jaejoong hyung, Yunho nice to see you've got more clothes on. Come we have got to get going your family and my family going crazy that both of us aren't there yet, and my sister is pissed at you for not being on time," Kibum stated impatiently before hopping in the driver's side of the car.
"Yah Kim Kibum, we can't be seen together. You shouldn't even be here, what if someone catches us together?" Yunho asked slightly irritated that his friend was being so careless.He leaned on the car looking down through the window to see his friend having a pissed look on his face.
"Stuff them Yunho, I'm sick and tired of not being able to talk to you without other people around. Yunho how long have we known each other for now? What is it.... hmmm oh it must be sixteen fucking years now," Kibum said sarcastically the hurt obvious in his voice.
Jaejoong stood there confusion clearly written all over his face. There were so many unanswered questions going through his head. He didn't understand how Kibum and Yunho knew each other, he didn't understand what they were talking about. It was confusing him even more.
"Come on Princess get inside the car, Kibum you know the consequences when our families see us arrive together," Yunho stated opening the door for the raven haired boy to get in before getting into the passenger side.
"I know the consequences Yun, just let me handle it. They can't say anything because Min will be meeting us there so they can't be suspicious of anything," Kibum said revving the engine before pulling out onto the busy street.
"Oh great, that makes me feel so much better Kibum. Anyway they will just do the same thing to your little boyfriend as they did to me when those stupid little thoughts in their dim-witted heads came about," Yunho stated sarcastically unintentionally ignoring Jaejoong who was still equally as confused as before.
"He's not my boyfriend Yunho now shut up or do you want me to feed you to the wolves," The other said as he turned the corner sharply making it onto the highway.
"No please don't feed me to the hags and their husbands oh and your sister. I fucking have enough problems at the moment without thinking of what they would do to me if they..." The oldest trailed off shuddering at the thought of what both families would do.
"Kibum, why did you invite that bratty child other than the reason I know," Yunho asked eyes trailing to the other who looked gorgeous to his eyes.
"Shut up and because it's better than having no one talk to me," Kibum stated sadness hinted in his voice trying to keep his eyes on the road.
"You know I would talk to you, you're one of my best friend's even though we aren't allowed to even communicate with each other I would still do it," The older said softly voice barely audible pain masked in his voice.
"Um... I'm sorry to interrupt your touching moment but what the hell is going on here?" Jaejoong asked finally voicing his thoughts but minutes too late as they arrived at this large mansion where many limousines were stopping outside the entrance, getting out of them were stunning men and women in the fanciest clothes Jaejoong thinks he has ever seen.
"Sorry Princess, but it's time to shine, sorry about dragging you into all of this but right now I need normal non uptight snobby people with me. Um... okay Kibum are you ready to do this?" Yunho said nerves masked behind the fake tone he uses with the rest of the world.
"Ready as I'll ever be when we have to face the pack of hell demons ready to eat us alive," Kibum stated sarcastically giving Yunho's hand a tight squeeze before exiting the car.
The other two boys exited the car weak smiles plastered on their faces. Yunho and Kibum looked back to the other ushering him forward before whispering some advice as they walked waving to the many reporters but not stopping to have any conversations with them.
"Kibum they're going to eat us alive," Yunho mumbled through his fake smile winking to one of the cameras as they walked up to the large entrance or the huge mansion.
"Yunho, I never thought you would be the pessimistic type," Kibum replied placing his hands in his pockets as they walked along the stone path to the two large doors.
"Oh kitten you don't know how pessimistic I can be," Yunho said in a deep husky voice making sure only the two other boys could hear him before chuckling lightly to himself.
"Yah Yunho stop calling me that, I thought you promised you wouldn't call me that anymore?" Kibum asked annoyed that half of his pet name was being used in public.
The large doors were opened revealing a large ball room with many rich and powerful people in there conversing with one another.
"Rather me call you the full one?" The eldest asked glancing at the other boy whose cheeks were now a light shade of pink.
"Fine, Tigger I won't call you that anymore," Yunho added smiling inwardly before entering into the room nodding his head to the guests as they made their way over to his family first.
"Jung Yunho what has been taking you so lo-" The lady hissed only to stop halfway through her sentence as she saw the other two boys with him.
The three could see her eyebrow twitch in anger as she kept her intent glare on Kibum before tearing her eyes down to the pretty raven haired boy next to them. Jaejoong gulped feeling sweat starting to form on the back of his neck.
"I'm sorry Ma'am but I did not realise the day was today, I overslept," Yunho apologised through gritted teeth noting Kibum's family making their way over to them.
"Kim Kibum what have we told you about going near Yunho," Mrs. Kim, obviously Kibum's mother spoke low her voice hinted with anger.
"Sorry, I got worried considering he wasn't answering your calls so I went to check on him. Please forgive my rash actions," Kibum apologised rolling his eyes when he bowed low to his parents.
"What is this thing?" Mrs. Jung asked examining the raven head with disgust.
"Oh my god! Yunho you're here! I can't believe you made me wait that long," A girl spoke brightly smiling before hugging the said boy tightly not knowing a sting of pain was felt in the younger raven hair's heart.
"Seihee, I'm so sorry but I accidently overslept. My alarm never went off and I was up all night studying for the exam I must take. I'm sorry darling," Yunho spoke fakely placing a small forced kiss onto the younger female's forehead.
"I'm going to get a drink, Jaejoong you coming?" Kibum said his voice betraying his non jealous expression.
"Boy, you are not going to start drinking at this time. I will not allow you to get drunk on your sister's engagement day," Mr. Kim spoke for the first time since he had appeared at their side.
"Let's go find Min then," Kibum sighed patting his friend on the shoulder earning glares from both families before gripping the older raven head's wrist and dragging him over to the food table where he was sure they would find his best friend.
"I told him not to bring his boyfriend to functions!" Mrs. Kim said after her son left.
A few minutes later they saw a tall boy piling his plate with all kinds of delicious looking food.
“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.” Mother Teresa
"Jae hyung?! What are you doing here?" Changmin asked a large smile forming on his grin as he ran over to hug the shorter.
"I'm glad to see I'm invisible," Kibum commented to himself rolling his eyes as he watched his best friend and the older with so much more than friendly intentions.
It hurt, it made his heart ache as he had to watch his best friend, the love of his life have feelings for someone else.
"Hi Minnie, Yunho asked me to come with him. I was actually quite surprised he was engaged," Jaejoong stated awkwardly as he noticed the stares they were getting from others.
"Yeah, Kibum told me a while ago. That's why I didn't want you to get attached to him, because he will break your heart," Changmin said softly giving a small smile still ignoring his friend.
Yunho watched this happening from the other side of the room where he was now seated on the lounge divulged in a conversation with some company's founder, his own arm around his fiance's small waist.
Yunho was snapped out of his thoughts when he felt lips press against his cheek. He looked down to see his fiance beaming at him a hint of concern hidden in the toothy smile.
"Sorry Seihee, I was lost in my thoughts for a second," Yunho apologised pushing his hands into his pockets searching for his phone. It wasn't a good idea to bring Jaejoong into this, it wasn't a good idea to even get this close.
"Excuse me Sir, I have to take this call. I'll be right back sweetheart," Yunho said smiling as he pulled out his phone bowing before walking over to a secluded area of the room to call anyone to get Jaejoong out of this place.
"Jae hyung I was wondering if you wanted to come for a walk with me?" The youngest asked a small hopeful smile on his youthful face.
"Sure, I don't see what harm that can do. I guess we'll see you soon Kibum," Jaejoong said turning around to the other younger who was no longer in sight. He looked around a little worried to where the other might have got off to before he felt a hand intertwine with his and drag him out of the building.
+Flash Back+
"Jaejoong, I love you.... no..... aish that's too forward.... Jaejoong um I like you more than a friend.... what? That sounds like a childish confession.... Jae... I have something to confess... since the first time I saw you my heart belonged to you.... Kim Jaejoong I love you..." Changmin practiced looking at his reflection in the mirror.
He paced around in the large bathroom not sure on how to express his feelings to the older. He had never done this before, he had never even felt this way about anyone but now here he is flustered and trying to find the words to express exactly what he's feeling.
"Aish, Jaejoong why do you make me so speechless?" Changmin groaned leaning his head against the mirror fighting back the urge to slam his head against it.
"Lay it out straight Changmin. Okay, so the next time you see Jaejoong you take him of somewhere alone and you tell him. Great idea Mr. Genius, oh and that gets rid of Yunho as well because no one can resist my charm, mwahahahaha," The tall boy stated slapping his cheeks softly to make them cool down.
Kibum was walking past the door of the bathroom in Changmin's apartment looking for him when he heard the other talking. He placed his ear against the door trying to hear the words coming from the other's mouth. He shouldn't have even been at Changmin's apartment, he should be getting ready for Yunho and his sister's engagement party, but his stupid heart got the better of him, he was going to tell him, tell him everything although he knew nothing would happen, but now he knows it would only destroy both of them and he would rather be friends than lose the love of life due to his own selfish reasons.
“Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever” Unknown
Kibum couldn't bring himself to hate either one of the two boys, he couldn't hate Changmin because he loved him, his heart bolnged to the older boy and he couldn't hate Jaejoong not after everything that happened to him also because he knew Jaejoong didn't have any romantic feelings for Changmin but the younger was too blinded by love to see that.
+Flash Back End+
Jaejoong and Changmin walked down the stone path gazing at the beautiful scenery in the garden. They stopped to look at the small pond and how beautiful the whole scene was.
"So Min, um why did you want to come here?" The older asked hesitantly not knowing what the answer would be.
"Ah.... um.... Jaejoong, there has been something I have wanted to say for a while now...." Changmin paused rubbung the back of his neck awkwardly as he stared at the older but shorter boy.
"Kim Jaejoong since the first time I saw you I have been falling deeper and deeper in love with you," The younger boy confessed uncomfortably placing his feelings on his sleeve.
Jaejoong stood there stunned his doe-like eyes wide and his mouth slightly agape as he couldn't comprehend what the younger boy was saying.
Why was everything entangling itself? Why did he have to confess to me? I can't do this, not now. I don't have feelings for him can't he tell? Why does it have to be now? God damn you Changmin, why are you telling me this? I'm not meant for you, I'm not good enough for you. Changmin I can't give you the answer you want I'm sorry but your feelings aren't returned. Jaejoong thought not knowing how to tell the boy he was already in love with someone else.
"I-I'm sorry Min," The older mumbled before turning around and running back to the large mansion leaving the younger boy with his heart ripped out.
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"WHAT?! YOU HAVE FUCKING GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!" Yoochun screamed into the phone. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Not after everything, not after everything he has risked just because he was trying to help his friend. This wasn't right, this shouldn't have happened.
"JUNG YUNHO PLEASE TELL ME THIS A VERY CRUEL JOKE," Yoochun spoke venomously. His mind was thrown into overdrive as he sat on the floor of his bedroom staring at his photo album of Junsu and himself.
All he could hear from the other end of the line was heavy breathing coming from the older. He gazed at the photo of Junsu and himself from the day he kidnapped him to go to Paris.
"You aren't joking are you?" The younger asked wiping away the leaking tears that had began falling down his cheeks. He couldn't believe how much he's stuffed up the greatest thing in his life and it was all because he wanted to believe that Yunho and Jaejoong might find the thing they are looking for within each other.
"I-I'm sorry Chun, I couldn't tell you because I knew it would be easier for me to just distance myself before I leave to get married," Yunho made an excuse not knowing how to tell his friend the truth.
"Yunho stop making fucking excuses. I can tell when you are lying. So what did you think you could run away from us, what about Hae? What about me? What about Kibum? Yeah that's right I know about what you two do, I know you two have sex like twice a week. What do you think you can just drop one of your closest friend's like that? Jesus Yunho, I thought you said you would never get involved with a friend? Huh Yunho? Just fucking answer me you bastard! Because of you I think I've lost the best, no he is the best thing in my life. All because I believed that you and Jaejoong would fall in love!" Yoochun said anger taking full control of his normally calm voice.
TBC Chapter 9
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Hello, I am so sorry for such a late and bad chapter. I lost all my muses, I don't know where I left them and its scaring me... my next update will be better and longer I hope but at the moment I'm just totally out of it... I apologise several times and I will try and get my next chapter up by Wednesday... totally unlikely with the amount of home work I'm getting right now but I'll try...
About this chappie... hmmmm.... what to say.... Umm... It sucked... lol um Chun's story will be told in the next one as well as maybe what happen's to Hae and Yesung... um.... yeah I don't know what to write so I'm going to say good bye and I'm sorry.
Oh and as always a SPOT for my perverted friend coeur2chocolat <333
Okay I've decided since everything is getting so complicated I would give you this: Seihee (Engaged to) Yunho, Yunho (Likes) Jaejoong, Jaejoong (Still has feelings for) Tae Hyun, Tae Hyun (Unknown Status for) Jaejoon, Kibum (Loves) Changmin, Changmin (Loves) Jaejoong, Yunho (First Love who he still has feelings for) Kibum.