MEOW MIX ON A FUCKEN STICK
hi ppl, i havent written in like 25 years so let me fill you in. my hair looked like shit the past couple of days cuz i washed it and i hate blow drying it so now its poofy and uh lets see, me and Ali declared our love a week ago and we kept tellin every1 how much we loved each other and i was a happy person cause i really love her. but all before this happyness, i cheated (like a dumbass) and she was pissed, to the point where she wanted to dump me but didnt cause tammie convinced her.(thank the lord cause ali is the fucken love of my life) see there was this guy johnny, and he liked me(ALOT) and so he liked to flirt. i was like ok im gettin attention from this guy yea w/e im used to it. but then he reli started to get nasty with it and kissin me and shit and i was like WHOAH! you have a preggy girlfriend and you flirtin with a fucken 13 year old you pedo. and hes like 18 and stuff, so anyways long story short i ended up sleeping with him in tammies bathroom b-cuz he lived with tammie cuz he got tammies sister preggy.and then i felt like the most vile person on earth other than G.W. Bush and ya know thats pretty low of a feeling. anyways now every1 important knows and my mom pressed charges and now i can't hang out with tammie outside of skool but it all i good i sneak alot of shit.My mom still doesnt know im bi, but im starting to thing im lesbien cause alot of guys i see, no matter how cute to every1 else i think is ugly . idk maybe every guy is ugly in new york. but that would reli suck if it was true. today was ali's birthday and i got her a card that said "happy birthday, hope its better than mine caus emine sucked even though it didnt. I LOVE YOU. i really really love you, like your all i think about thats how much i love you. and i hope someday we can go swimming in a hot tub full of chocolate pudding so i could lick it off of you.!" then it says P.S.S.S.S.S ill finger fuck you later and then i just wrote i love you over and over. wow i seem obssessive over her. and a couple of days ago tammie said that she found out she didnt love her "girl friend" jesse and she just acted like she did. see i dont think jesse exist cuz i never seen her and tammie says she sneaks out to see her. when ever she "sneaks out" im alway sleepin over and she goes to sleep b-4 i do. wow, i can go on but i wont cause my mom is comming so ill write later.