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Hi people, today im out of skool early cause i had to meet my new therapist, my linkage councelor catie, was there and was like, you like her and stuff, concerned stuff. so here i am and im not sure what to say. well i met Ali on friday and i bit the poor thing's lip when we were making out, i have no FUCKEN clue how i did that. and Tammie,(sigh) Tammie, Tammie, Shes gotten on my last nerve with this. Her and Cindy. They are constantly playfighting, Tammie is always calling her, shes always hugging her, they act like a fucking couple. they are constantly denying they like each other. Okay, i always complain about this girl but shes so convulsing that i have to. let me break this whole thing down for you so you know what im talking about.
Tammie -n- Cindy Chapter 1-
Tammie and Cindy have a few classes toghether, so they became friends. they tell each other EVERYTHING, half the things tammie told cindy tammie never told me. which is fucked up thats why i dont tell tammie anything anymore. so anyways, tammie told cindy that she was bisexual after the few months that she known her and she felt she could trust her. so cindy asked tamie if she ever had a girlfriend. tammie tells her about Jesse, the girl that no one has ever met and never seen but tammie. a pigment of her imagination, or what kids call an "imaginary friend" in this case its a "imaginary girlfriend" that tammie constantly talks about to convince herself that shes pretty enough to get someone. well anyways ill talk about this "jesse" girl that no one believes is real later on. so cindy asked for every little detail about this girl and what they do toghether. when i read one of the notes that tammie told cindy what they did, i realised that the same EXACT story was from a book on lesbiens that tammie had. one of those fiction stories on lesbien sex and stuff. so cindy get interested and keeps asking everyday what exactly they did.
Tammie -n- Cindy Chapter-2
Cindy starts becoming very touchy feely with tammie and is constantly around her and hugging her. Tammie gives in and plays with her hair and is constantly calling her and play fighting. they act like a couple basically. So one day Cindy reads about "what tammie and jesse did" and gets horny from it. and say " that note got me so horny ill fuck any one of these girls in this class" or something like that. So every starts to question whether cindy is "gay" or bisexual, and whether tammie likes cindy. Me, Tatum, Jaime, and Natalee keeps saying they are in constant denial for their feelings for each other. and that "just friends" bull shit aint foolin no one. we all know! why must they deny?????
Tammie -n- Cindy Chapter-3
Now, Cindy says to me on tuesday that she cant stand Tammie anymore and that she calls to much and shes annoying and blah blah blah blah blah. So i watched how they act toghether. Cindy looks very annoyed with tammie and thet attention thing is getting annoying. Tammie acts like she LOVES Cindy and i think that cindy just doesnt want her to love her and shes getting sick of her. Tammie denies that she likes cindy and well, is a load of bull. Cindy says that she doesnt want tammie around so much and just wants space i guess thats what shes saying. So now tammie talks to cindy more and i'am really happy that tammie is off my fucken back. and we are just friends instead of best friends. But now i feel really bad for cindy (even tho i hate that bitch to death) that she has to endure the pain of being that girl's friend.
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so now that i broke it down, noone likes tammie anymore and her friend ship with everyome is almost dead. Natalee cant stand her cause shes dirty, Jaime and Tatum cant stand her cause she's too open about the fact she likes girls and they feel uncomfortable and i can understand what they mean cause i get uncomfy too even tho i like girls too. tammie just needs to do something with her self and take a fucken shower or at least look like she did. damn. i need to stop talking about this girl before i go on about how much i hate her again.