Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 26 2006, 04:07:02 UTC
Unlike you, my friend, oh god, is it bad to call you that? I do not sleep for a living. So I've been in and out of bed several times, as is required for the job that I have...currently... Heh. Yeah ok that was harsh, I admit. But I haven't been in bed all this time!
I'm glad to hear things are good... and I do hope you find something soon. Do you need some help with all that?
Heh.. I appreciate it. I really do. Well, if the offer is still standing... that means good things, right? Do you... do you remember what time it was when we finally fell asleep? I'm sorry for ducking out as soon as I did... I had work to get off to... sorry.
Well, anything that made you view me as more of an idiot than you've done previous? Hehee.. Which doesn't mean a whole hell of a lot, does it?
Time? OH cripes.. I don't know. I have to be there really early... painfully early. So you... you are going with the twins then?
Oh haha. But I thought we already went over this- I don't sleep. Well, after I drink loads I do. Basically, I just had a hangover. --Hope you managed to make it to work- without, y'know, dying or going blind.
And, like I said/wrote, anytime. And honestly- no. I don't remember the time. Is there a reason you ask? And, don't worry- despite my current employment state, I do understand the ways of Your Kind.
Haha- well, no, then. I don't think you made any sort of arse out of yourself.
WITH them? No... I'm just going. In fact, I don't even know what's going on tomorrow. I have nothing better to do, is all.
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 26 2006, 05:08:12 UTC
You do sleep.. Why is it so hard to accept and acknowledge? Do you think it shows a weakness or something?
I made it to work, late, but I did get there. I couldn't afford to miss the day after the full moon.... another Friday. I seem to skip them off a bit, and patterns are bad to have noticed by the boss man! I had an awful hangover that morning... afternoon...whenever it actually was.
Well, Thank you Charlie. I don't know when I'll be able to go over to your place again without thinking about
A reason? No.. I just wondered. I had thought about that night and wondered over some details. Do you remember? Cripes! I think I'm making an arse out of myself now... I've been meaning to ask you a few things, but I can't seem to get it out.
Well, then I'll see you there... I don't rightly know where I'll be... but look for lavender hair...
-Yes I pre-plan colors sometimes... So? I don't want to attract too much attention to myself from my superiors...they will be flocking to this event like flies to garbage. Fun!
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 26 2006, 06:15:56 UTC
Yes, I do...and I also know that if you suffer from insomnia- booze is probably not the best way to deal with it. Hey- just my opinion really, but you should consider it well...
Sorry? Oh, yes, of course you should be. 'Twas all your fault, and then some! I haven't had a hangover since, so I feel... healthier, I suppose.
Quill isn't acting any which way... my wording seems to be though. -- Force myself... well... an inkling? Well... bloody hell... it's about, uh.. Certain, um... activities we... you.. Shite! This forcing thing isn't working.... perhaps it isn't worth talking about. Merlin I'm a bloody idiot!
Well Lavender would be matching my attire enough, while still allowing me some color. And no- I am not doing a dress. Period. So don't ask. I'll look for red, but you'll have to excuse how many reds I find till I find yours.
Re: Private to Charliecharlie_weaselMay 26 2006, 06:27:59 UTC
I considered it. And I'm going to have to discard it- what else am I supposed to do? It's the only way I can eventually get to bed. If I don't drink, then I end up painting very disturbing things and I'm even crankier in the morning.
You came over. I didn't make you touch a drop! And good. Feeling healthy is good.
Certain, um...activities you say? I think it's worth talking about. What is it, hm? The snogging?
I'm very glad to hear about your matching- aw, no dress? Why not? Ha-. Maybe I should wear a beret?
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 26 2006, 06:47:16 UTC
What else? Do I look like an expert on insomnia and on ways to tackle it? I just think that depending on drinking to cure something that shouldn't be washed down like that is probably the worst way to go about fixing it. And if you still are having problems.... then obviously drinking doesn't really help... not in the long run
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Well. To your first question, I'd have to say no. And drinking does help- I go to sleep. What do you mean 'what's wrong'? I haven't been able to sleep for a few years now- nothing's wrong. It's just- how I am, I guess. And, yes- lucky for you, you don't see me. I am a far cry from a morning person.
I know, Tonks! If anyone can tell when you're teasing, it's me.
Fine, fine. Yes- I do believe I know what is making you so hesitant to talk about. You were bound to feel guilty about it sooner or later- and I don't mean that offensively. Just- right, well. The snogging, mm? Although, in my memory it's very... swiss-cheese-like. I remember bits and pieces of things.
Work-worthy? ...wait. What 'kind' of event is this? Is it that formal? As for me in a dress, I don't know- I don't think I have time to go pick up something suitable. Although I do have some lovely hats.
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 26 2006, 15:56:11 UTC
Charlie… have you tried it recently? Not drinking at night and try to fall asleep naturally? Have you tried other solutions? I’m concerned…
Lucky for me? Yeah pretty lucky of me to not get as wasted as you, so I can actually wake up at a decent hour and not sleep for a day straight? You did, didn’t you? You probably woke up when it was dark out, didn’t you?
Oh, you know me that well now? Bloody hell that sounds awful! Oh- uh… don’t answer that.
Feel guilty? I don’t know what I’m feeling about it exactly, but… I’m going mad… I think we should probably talk about it. I mean, only if you want to, of course. I can remember big parts of it… most of it… Was I out of my flipping mind? Were you? You don’t…like… hate me now, right? Fuck! I mean… well, Charlie- we were both drinking… and things happen like that, right? When people drink? I don’t think the alcohol is to blame.You don’t know what this is about? The Order of Merlin ceremony? It’s a big deal with the Ministry lot… and it’s a formal event, for sure. I’m helping with it… I
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Recently? Yes. When you came over was the first time I drank in a week. I just dont fall asleep. And other solutions- as in, what?- drugs? Yes.
Well, I woke up at around 11am. And didn't move from the bed for a while. But- 11 is actually quite good- I mean, I could have slept the entire day. But I wanted to walk aimlessly through Diagon Alley.
Tonks, I don't hate you. And yes, we can talk about it. The question is: when? And, yes, things happen when people drink... Although, if that's what you're blaming it on-
Oh right. Awards show. And I won't misbehave. I am a very law-abiding citizen. Not to mention, I've had enough of your threats to keep me in line!
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 26 2006, 20:52:31 UTC
Charlie…. You worry me, a lot more than I’ll freely admit- but still… you do. I didn’t know it was such an awful problem for you. What’s wrong? (Yes, I know I’ve asked before, but something must be causing it.) Usually when I can’t sleep it’s because of night
You didn’t question where I had gone? Oh. I stand corrected.
You don’t? I feel like an arse, or that I was then…and am still now… or something. All right, then we should talk. Well… if you are going tomorrow night- I’ll see you there. I could take a break and spare a moment to talk. Might not be the best place for a private conversation, but it’s just a suggestion really. I don’t know where I’ll be yet, they haven’t told us our assignments, so we’ll have to find one another somehow should you want to talk then. Merlin…. I’m rambling, aren’t I? I don’t know what to say- what are we to talk about exactly?Well, I’ve never done quiet that much when drinking before… so I can’t say that I was too drunk to control myself. I remember being able to move, somewhat still
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Awful? It's not awful. It's annoying, yes. But, I live with it. Feeling tired has just become part of everything else. Nothing's wrong, really. I figure, I'm just a night sort of person, yeah?
Nah. No rambling. I'll see you there.
You mean to tell me you've never done anything whilst drunk? Hm. Now that's self-control.
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 27 2006, 01:58:39 UTC
It's awful if you cannot sleep at all. You mean to say you can rest easily during the day, without aid? I suppose you could after staying up all night, right? heh. Perhaps you are a night owl, but perhaps not.
Alright.. I'm sure I'll find you.
Well I've done things while I was drinking...but, well... nothing extreme... and what do you mean 'that's self control'? You make it sound like that is an impossible feat. To you.
Oh my... hearing you said that just made my night! You know just what to say to a girl, don't you?
I'm sure they can do what they like... Tis the Ministry after all.
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 27 2006, 04:34:59 UTC
What is so important you think you are missing by not sleeping?! I mean... Merlin, Charlie.. I've never heard of such an issue before... unless you are being 'extreme' again. Wait- that's it...isn't it? You silly sod.
It sounded uh, bloody awful Charlie. Makes me think about certain things that happened...and then I start to think that perhaps things are on the not so good side of the fence... D'you know what I mean?
A way with words? I believe you just might, for when you say things like... well.. Hitler... my heart just skips a beat. Ahahahaa!
Yeah- skips because you scare the shite out of me sometimes.
Things with me are- mint, fine. And no, no job yet- prospects, though. I don't know.
And yes. Pret-ty mad. And no problem. Anytime, etc. etc.
Mmm. Well. I think it depends on what you define 'making an arse out of yourself' as. Ha.
Er. I think so. I'm supposed to help the Twins with something, I think. ...What time is that thing again?
-C
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I'm glad to hear things are good... and I do hope you find something soon. Do you need some help with all that?
Heh.. I appreciate it. I really do. Well, if the offer is still standing... that means good things, right?
Do you... do you remember what time it was when we finally fell asleep? I'm sorry for ducking out as soon as I did... I had work to get off to... sorry.
Well, anything that made you view me as more of an idiot than you've done previous? Hehee.. Which doesn't mean a whole hell of a lot, does it?
Time? OH cripes.. I don't know. I have to be there really early... painfully early. So you... you are going with the twins then?
~Tonks
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And, like I said/wrote, anytime. And honestly- no. I don't remember the time. Is there a reason you ask? And, don't worry- despite my current employment state, I do understand the ways of Your Kind.
Haha- well, no, then. I don't think you made any sort of arse out of yourself.
WITH them? No... I'm just going. In fact, I don't even know what's going on tomorrow. I have nothing better to do, is all.
-C
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I made it to work, late, but I did get there. I couldn't afford to miss the day after the full moon.... another Friday. I seem to skip them off a bit, and patterns are bad to have noticed by the boss man! I had an awful hangover that morning... afternoon...whenever it actually was.
Well, Thank you Charlie. I don't know when I'll be able to go over to your place again without thinking about
A reason? No.. I just wondered. I had thought about that night and wondered over some details. Do you remember? Cripes! I think I'm making an arse out of myself now... I've been meaning to ask you a few things, but I can't seem to get it out.
Well, then I'll see you there... I don't rightly know where I'll be... but look for lavender hair...
-Yes I pre-plan colors sometimes... So? I don't want to attract too much attention to myself from my superiors...they will be flocking to this event like flies to garbage. Fun!
~Tonks
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Sorry about that-- hopefully, you're feeling better.
You're welcome? Quill acting up?
Well, force yourself. What details? I think I have an inkling.
Lavender, all right. Good choice. Look for- red. Because, yes, I pre-plan my colours. But somehow I always end up chosing red...?
-C
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Sorry? Oh, yes, of course you should be. 'Twas all your fault, and then some! I haven't had a hangover since, so I feel... healthier, I suppose.
Quill isn't acting any which way... my wording seems to be though.
-- Force myself... well... an inkling? Well... bloody hell... it's about, uh.. Certain, um... activities we... you.. Shite! This forcing thing isn't working.... perhaps it isn't worth talking about. Merlin I'm a bloody idiot!
Well Lavender would be matching my attire enough, while still allowing me some color. And no- I am not doing a dress. Period. So don't ask. I'll look for red, but you'll have to excuse how many reds I find till I find yours.
~Tonks
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You came over. I didn't make you touch a drop! And good. Feeling healthy is good.
Certain, um...activities you say? I think it's worth talking about. What is it, hm? The snogging?
I'm very glad to hear about your matching- aw, no dress? Why not? Ha-. Maybe I should wear a beret?
-C
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I know, Tonks! If anyone can tell when you're teasing, it's me.
Fine, fine. Yes- I do believe I know what is making you so hesitant to talk about. You were bound to feel guilty about it sooner or later- and I don't mean that offensively. Just- right, well. The snogging, mm? Although, in my memory it's very... swiss-cheese-like. I remember bits and pieces of things.
Work-worthy? ...wait. What 'kind' of event is this? Is it that formal? As for me in a dress, I don't know- I don't think I have time to go pick up something suitable. Although I do have some lovely hats.
-C
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Lucky for me? Yeah pretty lucky of me to not get as wasted as you, so I can actually wake up at a decent hour and not sleep for a day straight? You did, didn’t you? You probably woke up when it was dark out, didn’t you?
Oh, you know me that well now? Bloody hell that sounds awful! Oh- uh… don’t answer that.
Feel guilty? I don’t know what I’m feeling about it exactly, but… I’m going mad… I think we should probably talk about it. I mean, only if you want to, of course. I can remember big parts of it… most of it… Was I out of my flipping mind? Were you? You don’t…like… hate me now, right? Fuck! I mean… well, Charlie- we were both drinking… and things happen like that, right? When people drink?
I don’t think the alcohol is to blame.You don’t know what this is about? The Order of Merlin ceremony? It’s a big deal with the Ministry lot… and it’s a formal event, for sure. I’m helping with it… I ( ... )
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Well, I woke up at around 11am. And didn't move from the bed for a while. But- 11 is actually quite good- I mean, I could have slept the entire day. But I wanted to walk aimlessly through Diagon Alley.
Tonks, I don't hate you. And yes, we can talk about it. The question is: when? And, yes, things happen when people drink... Although, if that's what you're blaming it on-
Oh right. Awards show. And I won't misbehave. I am a very law-abiding citizen. Not to mention, I've had enough of your threats to keep me in line!
Maybe I will!
-C
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You didn’t question where I had gone? Oh. I stand corrected.
You don’t? I feel like an arse, or that I was then…and am still now… or something. All right, then we should talk. Well… if you are going tomorrow night- I’ll see you there. I could take a break and spare a moment to talk. Might not be the best place for a private conversation, but it’s just a suggestion really. I don’t know where I’ll be yet, they haven’t told us our assignments, so we’ll have to find one another somehow should you want to talk then. Merlin…. I’m rambling, aren’t I? I don’t know what to say- what are we to talk about exactly?Well, I’ve never done quiet that much when drinking before… so I can’t say that I was too drunk to control myself. I remember being able to move, somewhat still ( ... )
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Nah. No rambling. I'll see you there.
You mean to tell me you've never done anything whilst drunk? Hm. Now that's self-control.
You are a bad-ass. Hah!
They can't discriminate, can they?
-C
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Alright.. I'm sure I'll find you.
Well I've done things while I was drinking...but, well... nothing extreme... and what do you mean 'that's self control'? You make it sound like that is an impossible feat. To you.
Oh my... hearing you said that just made my night! You know just what to say to a girl, don't you?
I'm sure they can do what they like... Tis the Ministry after all.
~Tonks
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It is an impossible feat to me. ...And I'm not sure if I like how that sounds, but still.
I do. I have a way with words. They bend to my wills!
Well, yes- The Ministry- not... Hitler. I mean, they can't just boot people because of a hat... Unethical!
-C
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It sounded uh, bloody awful Charlie. Makes me think about certain things that happened...and then I start to think that perhaps things are on the not so good side of the fence... D'you know what I mean?
A way with words? I believe you just might, for when you say things like... well.. Hitler... my heart just skips a beat. Ahahahaa!
Yeah- skips because you scare the shite out of me sometimes.
Unethical? They put people into Azkaban for less.
~Tonks
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