Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 26 2006, 15:56:11 UTC
Charlie… have you tried it recently? Not drinking at night and try to fall asleep naturally? Have you tried other solutions? I’m concerned…
Lucky for me? Yeah pretty lucky of me to not get as wasted as you, so I can actually wake up at a decent hour and not sleep for a day straight? You did, didn’t you? You probably woke up when it was dark out, didn’t you?
Oh, you know me that well now? Bloody hell that sounds awful! Oh- uh… don’t answer that.
Feel guilty? I don’t know what I’m feeling about it exactly, but… I’m going mad… I think we should probably talk about it. I mean, only if you want to, of course. I can remember big parts of it… most of it… Was I out of my flipping mind? Were you? You don’t…like… hate me now, right? Fuck! I mean… well, Charlie- we were both drinking… and things happen like that, right? When people drink? I don’t think the alcohol is to blame.
You don’t know what this is about? The Order of Merlin ceremony? It’s a big deal with the Ministry lot… and it’s a formal event, for sure. I’m helping with it… I signed up to work security. So you best not misbehave! Heh.
Wear a hat Charlie… the loveliest one you have. That’ll make me find you for certain!
Recently? Yes. When you came over was the first time I drank in a week. I just dont fall asleep. And other solutions- as in, what?- drugs? Yes.
Well, I woke up at around 11am. And didn't move from the bed for a while. But- 11 is actually quite good- I mean, I could have slept the entire day. But I wanted to walk aimlessly through Diagon Alley.
Tonks, I don't hate you. And yes, we can talk about it. The question is: when? And, yes, things happen when people drink... Although, if that's what you're blaming it on-
Oh right. Awards show. And I won't misbehave. I am a very law-abiding citizen. Not to mention, I've had enough of your threats to keep me in line!
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 26 2006, 20:52:31 UTC
Charlie…. You worry me, a lot more than I’ll freely admit- but still… you do. I didn’t know it was such an awful problem for you. What’s wrong? (Yes, I know I’ve asked before, but something must be causing it.) Usually when I can’t sleep it’s because of night
You didn’t question where I had gone? Oh. I stand corrected.
You don’t? I feel like an arse, or that I was then…and am still now… or something. All right, then we should talk. Well… if you are going tomorrow night- I’ll see you there. I could take a break and spare a moment to talk. Might not be the best place for a private conversation, but it’s just a suggestion really. I don’t know where I’ll be yet, they haven’t told us our assignments, so we’ll have to find one another somehow should you want to talk then. Merlin…. I’m rambling, aren’t I? I don’t know what to say- what are we to talk about exactly?
Well, I’ve never done quiet that much when drinking before… so I can’t say that I was too drunk to control myself. I remember being able to move, somewhat still.
My threats are always promises… You just know better and try not to make me promise to hurt you. Cause I can…. I’m such a badass. Hah! Not.
Ok maybe you shouldn’t, that’d make you get kicked out more than likely.
Awful? It's not awful. It's annoying, yes. But, I live with it. Feeling tired has just become part of everything else. Nothing's wrong, really. I figure, I'm just a night sort of person, yeah?
Nah. No rambling. I'll see you there.
You mean to tell me you've never done anything whilst drunk? Hm. Now that's self-control.
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 27 2006, 01:58:39 UTC
It's awful if you cannot sleep at all. You mean to say you can rest easily during the day, without aid? I suppose you could after staying up all night, right? heh. Perhaps you are a night owl, but perhaps not.
Alright.. I'm sure I'll find you.
Well I've done things while I was drinking...but, well... nothing extreme... and what do you mean 'that's self control'? You make it sound like that is an impossible feat. To you.
Oh my... hearing you said that just made my night! You know just what to say to a girl, don't you?
I'm sure they can do what they like... Tis the Ministry after all.
Private to CharlienymphadoraurorMay 27 2006, 04:34:59 UTC
What is so important you think you are missing by not sleeping?! I mean... Merlin, Charlie.. I've never heard of such an issue before... unless you are being 'extreme' again. Wait- that's it...isn't it? You silly sod.
It sounded uh, bloody awful Charlie. Makes me think about certain things that happened...and then I start to think that perhaps things are on the not so good side of the fence... D'you know what I mean?
A way with words? I believe you just might, for when you say things like... well.. Hitler... my heart just skips a beat. Ahahahaa!
Yeah- skips because you scare the shite out of me sometimes.
Who said I thought I was missing something? And no, that is not it. It's... well. I guess- it's a mixture of things. And I don't want to waste the time, of which I only have a little of.
Lucky for me? Yeah pretty lucky of me to not get as wasted as you, so I can actually wake up at a decent hour and not sleep for a day straight? You did, didn’t you? You probably woke up when it was dark out, didn’t you?
Oh, you know me that well now? Bloody hell that sounds awful! Oh- uh… don’t answer that.
Feel guilty? I don’t know what I’m feeling about it exactly, but… I’m going mad… I think we should probably talk about it. I mean, only if you want to, of course. I can remember big parts of it… most of it… Was I out of my flipping mind? Were you? You don’t…like… hate me now, right? Fuck! I mean… well, Charlie- we were both drinking… and things happen like that, right? When people drink?
I don’t think the alcohol is to blame.
You don’t know what this is about? The Order of Merlin ceremony? It’s a big deal with the Ministry lot… and it’s a formal event, for sure. I’m helping with it… I signed up to work security. So you best not misbehave! Heh.
Wear a hat Charlie… the loveliest one you have. That’ll make me find you for certain!
~Tonks
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Well, I woke up at around 11am. And didn't move from the bed for a while. But- 11 is actually quite good- I mean, I could have slept the entire day. But I wanted to walk aimlessly through Diagon Alley.
Tonks, I don't hate you. And yes, we can talk about it. The question is: when? And, yes, things happen when people drink... Although, if that's what you're blaming it on-
Oh right. Awards show. And I won't misbehave. I am a very law-abiding citizen. Not to mention, I've had enough of your threats to keep me in line!
Maybe I will!
-C
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You didn’t question where I had gone? Oh. I stand corrected.
You don’t? I feel like an arse, or that I was then…and am still now… or something. All right, then we should talk. Well… if you are going tomorrow night- I’ll see you there. I could take a break and spare a moment to talk. Might not be the best place for a private conversation, but it’s just a suggestion really. I don’t know where I’ll be yet, they haven’t told us our assignments, so we’ll have to find one another somehow should you want to talk then. Merlin…. I’m rambling, aren’t I? I don’t know what to say- what are we to talk about exactly?
Well, I’ve never done quiet that much when drinking before… so I can’t say that I was too drunk to control myself. I remember being able to move, somewhat still.
My threats are always promises… You just know better and try not to make me promise to hurt you. Cause I can…. I’m such a badass. Hah! Not.
Ok maybe you shouldn’t, that’d make you get kicked out more than likely.
~Tonks
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Nah. No rambling. I'll see you there.
You mean to tell me you've never done anything whilst drunk? Hm. Now that's self-control.
You are a bad-ass. Hah!
They can't discriminate, can they?
-C
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Alright.. I'm sure I'll find you.
Well I've done things while I was drinking...but, well... nothing extreme... and what do you mean 'that's self control'? You make it sound like that is an impossible feat. To you.
Oh my... hearing you said that just made my night! You know just what to say to a girl, don't you?
I'm sure they can do what they like... Tis the Ministry after all.
~Tonks
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It is an impossible feat to me. ...And I'm not sure if I like how that sounds, but still.
I do. I have a way with words. They bend to my wills!
Well, yes- The Ministry- not... Hitler. I mean, they can't just boot people because of a hat... Unethical!
-C
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It sounded uh, bloody awful Charlie. Makes me think about certain things that happened...and then I start to think that perhaps things are on the not so good side of the fence... D'you know what I mean?
A way with words? I believe you just might, for when you say things like... well.. Hitler... my heart just skips a beat. Ahahahaa!
Yeah- skips because you scare the shite out of me sometimes.
Unethical? They put people into Azkaban for less.
~Tonks
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No. I don't know what you mean..
Hah. Good!
I know, but- a hat?
-C
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