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I need to get more motivated for work. I'm just... not, right now. Don't know. Meh.
Sorry for the kinda blah tone this week, kinda not in a good place. My grandfather is going through some difficulties. He's out of shape and has other health problems, and apparently they're looking at some sort of heart surgery atm. They didn't want to do it, then they were going to do it today... then yesterday they decided they wanted to do some more tests first to make sure it as really necessary. So today I find out they did the tests... and the surgery is Thursday.
I think I'm going home this weekend. I don't know, may take off Thursday so I can drive home Wednesday. I just... I don't know. I don't know what to do.
I'm not feeling it yet, but I feel... brittle.
Sorry for the kinda blah tone this week, kinda not in a good place. My grandfather is going through some difficulties. He's out of shape and has other health problems, and apparently they're looking at some sort of heart surgery atm. They didn't want to do it, then they were going to do it today... then yesterday they decided they wanted to do some more tests first to make sure it as really necessary. So today I find out they did the tests... and the surgery is Thursday.
I think I'm going home this weekend. I don't know, may take off Thursday so I can drive home Wednesday. I just... I don't know. I don't know what to do.
I'm not feeling it yet, but I feel... brittle.