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I don't feel like I have the right to correct people when they refer to me as 'she.' I'm worried that the FtM thing might be temporary, and if that's the case, I worry that people will think of me as unreliable as a result. I am unreliable; I had a relationship with someone who often criticized me for my character flaws and feel really over-sensitive towards being labelled in certain ways. I got she'd by my ex tonight. I got she'd by a transwoman who knows me at BiCon. It really bugs me knowing that my gender issues could be caused by my personality disorder. I feel so bloody untrustworthy. I have phases and obsessions; ok so the trans thing was part of a large part of my childhood, but it is a recent development for me as an adult.
(BTW is my English sucking right now?)
Botheration: I'm going to x-post this to our_own_path
Edit: there's a program on the telly about polyamory. 'I love you. And you. And you.' It unsurprisingly has a tone of 'ooh, aren't they weird.' I still love Channel 4 though; it introduced me to many things, including my clitoris.
Voice-over: "Polyamorists are striving for a Utopia. A world where there is no jealousy, and everyone is fulfilled." Cos, like, we have no idea of probabilities and the real word and bad stuff. We're just totally idealistic and clueless.
(BTW is my English sucking right now?)
Botheration: I'm going to x-post this to our_own_path
Edit: there's a program on the telly about polyamory. 'I love you. And you. And you.' It unsurprisingly has a tone of 'ooh, aren't they weird.' I still love Channel 4 though; it introduced me to many things, including my clitoris.
Voice-over: "Polyamorists are striving for a Utopia. A world where there is no jealousy, and everyone is fulfilled." Cos, like, we have no idea of probabilities and the real word and bad stuff. We're just totally idealistic and clueless.