Nov 05, 2005 16:00
i bought some new boots today, actually, my mom decided to pay for them becuase they were buying a new snowboard for my sister. So happy early christmas to me! i also made $90 selling my old sessions puffy coat. word. god i hope this ski season is good. cross my fingers, hope to die. i also got my season pass, i look like a chump in my photo. I wish i had some sad hair and a cigerette or something, so i could look all badass i my season pass photo, but no, just goonie ass will. eh.
im really starting get sick of this perpechual condition in my brain that ive been living with. sometimes i really wish i was a different person, or at least had some different personality triats...
ho hum. its not something i can just turn off either, its who i am, if i could change it i think i would have by now.
im going to go see Saw II tonight, hopefully it will make me apprieciate myself a little more, then i wont get abducted by a pshyco and put in some puzzle....."will, you have too save the life of the one who means the most to you, in order to do so you must get over your past, if you dont, you both will die by the blade of this carrot peeler machine. you have five hours, good luck."