life goes on
boy, it's a chilly day. but beautiful nonetheless. today is one of those days where the crisp day revives me and simply makes me feel good.
this week has been hard. my break up has been difficult, but i'd like to think that i have been dealing with it quite well.
i haven't been taking the advice of my friends of staying away from him, or not talking to him. on the contrary, i have been talking to him alot, and i even managed to see him once already. of course, we keep talking about our breakup, but we're actually talking a lot about the other things. and it has been good for me. it's hard because when i saw him, all i wanted to do was kiss him and hug him and hold hands, and i had to restrain myself from that. he had to restrain himself too.
it's not easy. no one ever said it would be. but that's what has to be done.
i mean i'm ok. but if i don't keep myself busy, i start thinking about it too much and i get sad.
and let's not even talk about how much my mother is driving me nuts. her presence grates my nerves. and there is little i can do to change it. she already is unhappy with the person i am, so i don't need to add to that. but I HATE LIVING WITH HER. and i don't have any way of getting out of this situation.
well, life goes on.
this week has been hard. my break up has been difficult, but i'd like to think that i have been dealing with it quite well.
i haven't been taking the advice of my friends of staying away from him, or not talking to him. on the contrary, i have been talking to him alot, and i even managed to see him once already. of course, we keep talking about our breakup, but we're actually talking a lot about the other things. and it has been good for me. it's hard because when i saw him, all i wanted to do was kiss him and hug him and hold hands, and i had to restrain myself from that. he had to restrain himself too.
it's not easy. no one ever said it would be. but that's what has to be done.
i mean i'm ok. but if i don't keep myself busy, i start thinking about it too much and i get sad.
and let's not even talk about how much my mother is driving me nuts. her presence grates my nerves. and there is little i can do to change it. she already is unhappy with the person i am, so i don't need to add to that. but I HATE LIVING WITH HER. and i don't have any way of getting out of this situation.
well, life goes on.