the boy and me
the boy and i broke up for a while. or maybe forever. who knows.
he needs time to figure things out. and while i completely support and respect this, i have to remind myself that i can't get caught up in "hopes."
i mean i secretly hope that when he figures things out, i'm in the picture as his girlfriend, but i have to keep reminding myself not to wait or get stuck. i have to find a happy medium for me. which is hard, because i so want to be with him, more than anything because he has become my best friend.
anyway, i'm ok. it's been a rough couple of days, but i'm getting through this stag, oddly enough, with his help too. but of course, i wouldn't be able to get through this without vikki who has had dinner with me while i'm balling.
so, we'll see where we'll end up.
he needs time to figure things out. and while i completely support and respect this, i have to remind myself that i can't get caught up in "hopes."
i mean i secretly hope that when he figures things out, i'm in the picture as his girlfriend, but i have to keep reminding myself not to wait or get stuck. i have to find a happy medium for me. which is hard, because i so want to be with him, more than anything because he has become my best friend.
anyway, i'm ok. it's been a rough couple of days, but i'm getting through this stag, oddly enough, with his help too. but of course, i wouldn't be able to get through this without vikki who has had dinner with me while i'm balling.
so, we'll see where we'll end up.