30 Day Meme - Day #19

Oct 15, 2010 20:18

Day 19 - Something you regret, in great detail
I regret not being able to actually tell that person how I was feeling. Because of my inability to do so (plus, I had a hard time putting it in words), I instead acted like I was easily frustrated with that person since I couldn't actually tell them what was on my mind... I think I was too immature at the time, really... Communication, communication... I'm not sure if it was a result of that, but later whenever I used to tell this person "I'm feeling [this way]," or "it annoyed me that [you did/said this to me]," this person kinda just got mad or thought whatever I was feeling was stupid and never really trusted me. No, I haven't spoken to this person in a long time now (since I guess you can't really be friends if the other person doesn't trust you or have any faith in you), but I still feel regretful about not really being able to be fully honest with them. I just have trouble putting things into words sometimes, without it coming off as offensive or confrontational. And sometimes I bottle things up anyway, especially if I feel the other person would call me stupid over how I'm feeling, if they don't get it, if they disagree, etc.


Day 01 - Introduce yourself | Day 02 - Your first love, in great detail | Day 03 - Your parents, in great detail | Day 04 - What you ate today, in great detail | Day 05 - Your definition of love, in great detail | Day 06 - Your day, in great detail | Day 07 - Your best friend, in great detail | Day 08 - A moment, in great detail | Day 09 - Your beliefs, in great detail | Day 10 - What you wore today, in great detail | Day 11 - Your siblings, in great detail | Day 12 - What’s in your bag, in great detail | Day 13 - This week, in great detail | Day 14 - What you wore today, in great detail | Day 15 - Your dreams, in great detail | Day 16 - Your first kiss, in great detail | Day 17 - Your favorite memory, in great detail | Day 18 - Your favorite birthday, in great detail | Day 19 - Something you regret, in great detail | Day 20 - This month, in great detail | Day 21 - Another moment, in great detail | Day 22 - Something that upsets you, in great detail | Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better, in great detail | Day 24 - Something that makes you cry, in great detail | Day 25 - A first, in great detail | Day 26 - Your fears, in great detail | Day 27 - Your favorite place, in great detail | Day 28 - Something that you miss, in great detail | Day 29 - Your aspirations, in great detail | Day 30 - One last moment, in great detail

meme, failure, thoughts

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