A sunday
First off...strange strange dream.
Down in Colonie and there's this huge battle going on between people. Not with weapons, just us charging one another.
Then I see this missile touch down in the distance and somehow know it's a nuclear weapon and I try to run as far as I can. I know I make it but everywhere is devoid of life. It's like I lived through it and am now trying to escape this place.
It was just a very unsettling dream of me escaping death.
I know in surveys and stuff here I put as my biggest fear the fear of being forgotten but I really think my biggest fear is death. I hate to think about it. I don't want to die.
Well...
So my day off, since I worked Saturday. Dunno what I'll do.
Gotta do stuff in a bit.
I've been feeling lonely lately. Seems I'm surrounded by couples all the time. I hate watching it. Not going to lie, I get jealous. I especially hate the sound of others kissing. ESPECIALLY those long drawn out ones...a quick one is fine...but don't go overboard.
I wonder how people would react if I actually told them that when they do it in front of me.
Dunno where I'll find someone since I'm out of college.
Oh...and could people please reply to this? The last few entries I kinda wanted to hear the opinions and thoughts of my friends but I got nothing. I know you read them too. I just like to hear things from people.
Down in Colonie and there's this huge battle going on between people. Not with weapons, just us charging one another.
Then I see this missile touch down in the distance and somehow know it's a nuclear weapon and I try to run as far as I can. I know I make it but everywhere is devoid of life. It's like I lived through it and am now trying to escape this place.
It was just a very unsettling dream of me escaping death.
I know in surveys and stuff here I put as my biggest fear the fear of being forgotten but I really think my biggest fear is death. I hate to think about it. I don't want to die.
Well...
So my day off, since I worked Saturday. Dunno what I'll do.
Gotta do stuff in a bit.
I've been feeling lonely lately. Seems I'm surrounded by couples all the time. I hate watching it. Not going to lie, I get jealous. I especially hate the sound of others kissing. ESPECIALLY those long drawn out ones...a quick one is fine...but don't go overboard.
I wonder how people would react if I actually told them that when they do it in front of me.
Dunno where I'll find someone since I'm out of college.
Oh...and could people please reply to this? The last few entries I kinda wanted to hear the opinions and thoughts of my friends but I got nothing. I know you read them too. I just like to hear things from people.