Swallow that pill that they call pride....
That old me is dead and gone.
But the new me will be alright.
I'm back in Brentwood.
Thought a LOT the past few days. I saw Chris Gonzalez on Sunday night.That kinda screwed with my emotions.I ALWAYS go back to him...and I know soon I will drop him like I always do too. I need to just make up my mind about him and keep it final.It fucks with my own head too much and I can't even help it.Ugh.Part of me wants to be with him so bad...forever.Is it just cuz thats what I'm familiar with? I've known him since I was 14...I'm so comfortable with him. But another part of me wants convinces me it will never work and wants something else.
What am I gonna do?
Fuck being a girl and having emotions.
But the new me will be alright.
I'm back in Brentwood.
Thought a LOT the past few days. I saw Chris Gonzalez on Sunday night.That kinda screwed with my emotions.I ALWAYS go back to him...and I know soon I will drop him like I always do too. I need to just make up my mind about him and keep it final.It fucks with my own head too much and I can't even help it.Ugh.Part of me wants to be with him so bad...forever.Is it just cuz thats what I'm familiar with? I've known him since I was 14...I'm so comfortable with him. But another part of me wants convinces me it will never work and wants something else.
What am I gonna do?
Fuck being a girl and having emotions.