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[nuttyfox]

well im leaving the hotel in about 10 minutes to head to the airport... yikes!! i am excited.. yet nervous.. and sad... ive got so many mixed emotions it makes me feel ill... i just hope that everything goes well in getting into the airport... cuz then i can relax... im paranoid that ive got to much stuff or that it weighs too much... or something... iono... guess its just me worrying like always.. but yeah i do feel ill.. which sucks!! I hate this feeling!!! not fair at all... I just want to get this over and done with and be home already.... it is a bit scary doing all this stuff alone... not that i think i cant handle it... it would just be nice to have someone else with me... anyhow ill be on the plane in 5 hours and ill be home in 17!! crazy... seem really unreal... i just cant believe that the time has come.. i bet ill be in the airport crying... knowing that i wont be able to come back til after I graduate.. knowing i wont see all my friends that ive made here til after that... it is tough...

anyhow i had better get going... the sooner i get there the better i will feel... i hope anyhow..

cheers!!! =)