Life...
So many things in life are going on, and I seem to be watching everyone else lead the life that I want.
I just attended Emily and Eric's wedding and I can't help but feel sad because I do not have that yet. I know that I will some day, but it just bums me out that it couldn't already have happened. Also, I want to have a family. And Jamie has been blessed with two already here and a third on the way. I am not sure that I would want that many so quickly, however, she is happy and that is all that matters. Her and Brad are doing great and he is excited to be a father. I'm definitely happy that she found someone that is going to stick by her.
I am probably writing this crap right now because Sean is with Mark and I am all alone for the night. It's been ages since I had to sleep in bed alone and to tell the truth, I am half tempted to stay up until he gets home in the morning because it's going to be really weird not rolling over and seeing his face.
Anywho... I'm going to continue with what I was doing and come back to this some other time.
Peace.
I just attended Emily and Eric's wedding and I can't help but feel sad because I do not have that yet. I know that I will some day, but it just bums me out that it couldn't already have happened. Also, I want to have a family. And Jamie has been blessed with two already here and a third on the way. I am not sure that I would want that many so quickly, however, she is happy and that is all that matters. Her and Brad are doing great and he is excited to be a father. I'm definitely happy that she found someone that is going to stick by her.
I am probably writing this crap right now because Sean is with Mark and I am all alone for the night. It's been ages since I had to sleep in bed alone and to tell the truth, I am half tempted to stay up until he gets home in the morning because it's going to be really weird not rolling over and seeing his face.
Anywho... I'm going to continue with what I was doing and come back to this some other time.
Peace.