backdate 2 jan 23
I don’t know what to think. My day has finally come…today! Heather called me yesterday, and told me about her house. It burned down…to the ground. She lost everything. Her poems, her baby pictures…everything. My class ring was there, and so was the engagement ring I had bought her. That sucks so much. I can’t even imagine losing everything. That’s got to be so awful. So, Heather wanted to see me. I told her to come to town, and I’d take off the rest of the day, and spend it with her. She said okay, and came and met me in town at my mom’s office. We just talked about the fire, and everything. We started to hold hands, and kinda cuddle. Then my mom left the office, and Heather had to leave in like 15 minutes to go pick up her brother. We were just sitting there talking, and then all of a sudden, she just moved up, and kissed me. We made out for the rest of the time and then she had to go.
She called me about 30 minutes later…she said she hadn’t given me the letter she had wanted to give me. So, I said that gives you a good reason to see me again. She said she wanted to see me today. I asked her if she wanted me to come to her school when they were let out, and she said she wanted to see me before school. So, I asked her where, and she wanted to meet me at my mom’s office. So, I was like okay, and to meet her there at 7:15. I left early, and went by her house. It’s awful. Everything is gone. It’s really depressing. But, I got to my mom’s office 10 till 7. Heather was already there, sitting in her car. She got out, and we went into the office. We talked, and made out some more! Hehe…I’m like a little kid…newayz, we got kinda serious with the making out, and well, she wanted me. I told her no, that we shouldn’t until she was really ready I think that kinda pissed her off, but she told me that she knew what I meant, and understood. But, a little later, we left, and went and had some fun! Hehe…not going into that. But, like 4 hours later…she TOTALLY skipped school today…she kept saying, I’ll go in at 10 o’clock…I’ll go in at 11:30...I’ll go in at 1...hen she finally said fuck it. She spent all day with me! After we were out having our fun….hehe…we went back to my mom’s office, and sat in my truck for about an hour…then we went inside, and snuggled on my mom’s couch, and made out a little more…I’m sorry for the description…I’m just VERY excited!!
But, I still don’t know anything. I asked her as she was leaving today if she was gonna call me anytime in the next two months, or if I was gonna hafta wait another two months to hear from her, and she said she was definitely gonna call me. But, still, what does this mean? I didn’t want to push her with questions. She loves me very much. She kept telling me that. I know that she misses me a lot, also. Nothing too new, though. She was talking about how miserable I was, and still kinda am. I was like, were u not miserable? She said she was, but was better at hiding it from me. She was miserable over missing me! She does love me. I know she does. I just don’t know what is going on. I’m really gonna regret today if she blows me off again. She’d better not do that to me. I love her so much! I just need her back!
She called me about 30 minutes later…she said she hadn’t given me the letter she had wanted to give me. So, I said that gives you a good reason to see me again. She said she wanted to see me today. I asked her if she wanted me to come to her school when they were let out, and she said she wanted to see me before school. So, I asked her where, and she wanted to meet me at my mom’s office. So, I was like okay, and to meet her there at 7:15. I left early, and went by her house. It’s awful. Everything is gone. It’s really depressing. But, I got to my mom’s office 10 till 7. Heather was already there, sitting in her car. She got out, and we went into the office. We talked, and made out some more! Hehe…I’m like a little kid…newayz, we got kinda serious with the making out, and well, she wanted me. I told her no, that we shouldn’t until she was really ready I think that kinda pissed her off, but she told me that she knew what I meant, and understood. But, a little later, we left, and went and had some fun! Hehe…not going into that. But, like 4 hours later…she TOTALLY skipped school today…she kept saying, I’ll go in at 10 o’clock…I’ll go in at 11:30...I’ll go in at 1...hen she finally said fuck it. She spent all day with me! After we were out having our fun….hehe…we went back to my mom’s office, and sat in my truck for about an hour…then we went inside, and snuggled on my mom’s couch, and made out a little more…I’m sorry for the description…I’m just VERY excited!!
But, I still don’t know anything. I asked her as she was leaving today if she was gonna call me anytime in the next two months, or if I was gonna hafta wait another two months to hear from her, and she said she was definitely gonna call me. But, still, what does this mean? I didn’t want to push her with questions. She loves me very much. She kept telling me that. I know that she misses me a lot, also. Nothing too new, though. She was talking about how miserable I was, and still kinda am. I was like, were u not miserable? She said she was, but was better at hiding it from me. She was miserable over missing me! She does love me. I know she does. I just don’t know what is going on. I’m really gonna regret today if she blows me off again. She’d better not do that to me. I love her so much! I just need her back!