i dont know anymore...

[nurunner]

it has definitely been a long time since i wrote in this thing. i guess i was worried who would be reading this. i guess that i dont care anymore. i have so many things that i want to tell someone. i guess that i could spill the beans later. so many good things and tons of bad things.

well i am out, im taking brandy out for her 21st birthday!!

i am just letting those who care that i am alive. i guess leave me some love, because i am going to need it.