Excerpt from post: I texted Gongchan (a local, male, fairly attractive, single friend of mine), "I feel like my relationship with Paladin is very slowly fading into dysfunction ... And I'm not sure what to do about it besides just let it go. I feel like I've tried everything, you know?."

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Two days before departure I sat desolately folding laundry in the attic. Paladin probably thought I was folding laundry because he was folding laundry, but I only realized he was also folding laundry after I started. I had lost my appetite for breakfast. He didn't ask why I hadn't made him the smoothie I said I was making. He didn't say anything, ( Read more... )