empty theatre productions presents...
just as i was beginning to think that things would never look up, i realized that they already have begun to. just months ago i worried about my place in all this movie-making scheme and now i know that i am an integral part to that team. i have grown friendships i never thought possible and i am the better for it. yes, i have to get up when it's still dark out to go to work, but they pay me well, my work day is finished by noon, and i have weekends off. yes, this whole movie thing is stressful and a giant pain in the you-know-what, but it's also been the most amazing experience. and yes, it's hard to be away from my friends (a few of whom are now not just friends, but family), but this is my last chance at a full summer with the folks and i should enjoy it while i can.
i realized tonight while driving home that i need to stop putting so much stock into every event that happens in my life. whether or not some boy likes me will not make or break my existance. whether or not my room is clean is not going to have that much of an effect on my life as a whole. getting up at the crack of dawn for the summer isn't going to be the end of me. so if things happen they happen. if they don't they don't. que sera, sera. as the old song says. i should do well to keep all this in mind.
until next time (which, in all reality could be, like, in august)
ems
ps so apparantly i have lost the ability to type accurately and swiftly. it's not very fun nor is it humerous. it is, in fact, quite bothersome.
i realized tonight while driving home that i need to stop putting so much stock into every event that happens in my life. whether or not some boy likes me will not make or break my existance. whether or not my room is clean is not going to have that much of an effect on my life as a whole. getting up at the crack of dawn for the summer isn't going to be the end of me. so if things happen they happen. if they don't they don't. que sera, sera. as the old song says. i should do well to keep all this in mind.
until next time (which, in all reality could be, like, in august)
ems
ps so apparantly i have lost the ability to type accurately and swiftly. it's not very fun nor is it humerous. it is, in fact, quite bothersome.