i finally got the balls to talk to him...
friday nite after MythBusters me, Nat, Norm, Derek, and Hiedi all hung out at the house and drank a lil. then i went to bed extremly early i guess..i was upset that i didnt have anyone to cuddle with. Nat had Norm, Derek had Hiedi. and i was in a depressed kind of mood cuz Damon didnt make it up here for the nite.
then..
Saturday i woke up around 11:30 and took a shower and got ready for the day and packed for the nite. then waited for Nat and Norm to come over to the house. then i followed Norm and Nat out to Esky. Nat and i went to her house to hang out with Mom Dad and her grandma. then we got ready for the nite and headed into town. we went over to Norms house. then when we decided to head to the bar..i went to get my id and i couldnt find the damn thing so i was flipping out thinking that i left it in mqt. but i didnt..Nat found it on the floor in my backseat..THANK YOU NAT I LOVE YA!! then we headed to Barons and were there for about an hour or so..then we went over to the Delft and met up with Damon and the rest of the crew. after the Delft we went back to Norms and hung out there for the nite. and when we went to bed..Damon and I got all comfy on the couch and we talked. and i finally told him how i really feel about him..and all that good stuff. and im not really sure how he feels knowing my true feelings for him. i told him i loved him more than "friends" and that means a lot to me. i jus wish i knew how he feels now. i know that he isnt really ready for the commitment right now. but it sure would be nice to have that right now. but i do love him and if that means that i need to wait for him to be ready then i will. he is my smile nowadays. i dunno maybe im jus over analyzeing things yet again. damn i really got to quit that shit!
anyway i think im done talkin about my life for the moment..im out
<3 Sare
then..
Saturday i woke up around 11:30 and took a shower and got ready for the day and packed for the nite. then waited for Nat and Norm to come over to the house. then i followed Norm and Nat out to Esky. Nat and i went to her house to hang out with Mom Dad and her grandma. then we got ready for the nite and headed into town. we went over to Norms house. then when we decided to head to the bar..i went to get my id and i couldnt find the damn thing so i was flipping out thinking that i left it in mqt. but i didnt..Nat found it on the floor in my backseat..THANK YOU NAT I LOVE YA!! then we headed to Barons and were there for about an hour or so..then we went over to the Delft and met up with Damon and the rest of the crew. after the Delft we went back to Norms and hung out there for the nite. and when we went to bed..Damon and I got all comfy on the couch and we talked. and i finally told him how i really feel about him..and all that good stuff. and im not really sure how he feels knowing my true feelings for him. i told him i loved him more than "friends" and that means a lot to me. i jus wish i knew how he feels now. i know that he isnt really ready for the commitment right now. but it sure would be nice to have that right now. but i do love him and if that means that i need to wait for him to be ready then i will. he is my smile nowadays. i dunno maybe im jus over analyzeing things yet again. damn i really got to quit that shit!
anyway i think im done talkin about my life for the moment..im out
<3 Sare