"Everything I have is yours to do with what you wish..."
She knew she was dying.
She's been sick for a while and just didn't tell anyone.
She wrote letters and left clues to be found once she was gone.
I'm spending the night at my cousin's to be here with everyone for a while.
It's a pretty rough scene, but everyone is pretty much doing well by this point.
We're drinking car bombs and Bicardi and cokes and talking about her like it doesn't hurt.
I suppose nothing really does at this point.
I'm lucky to have this family that I can come to.
Even after I've so avidly gone out of my way to avoid them at all costs in most cases.
Things will be better now.
After the services Tuesday and Wednesday things will start getting easier and soon enough there will be nothing but happy things.
*You've been amazing these pasts few days. I don't think I could have asked for more from you and you haven't let me down once. You have no idea what you've done for me and my heart and my life. I love you so much, baby.*
She's been sick for a while and just didn't tell anyone.
She wrote letters and left clues to be found once she was gone.
I'm spending the night at my cousin's to be here with everyone for a while.
It's a pretty rough scene, but everyone is pretty much doing well by this point.
We're drinking car bombs and Bicardi and cokes and talking about her like it doesn't hurt.
I suppose nothing really does at this point.
I'm lucky to have this family that I can come to.
Even after I've so avidly gone out of my way to avoid them at all costs in most cases.
Things will be better now.
After the services Tuesday and Wednesday things will start getting easier and soon enough there will be nothing but happy things.
*You've been amazing these pasts few days. I don't think I could have asked for more from you and you haven't let me down once. You have no idea what you've done for me and my heart and my life. I love you so much, baby.*